阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

the past two days have been the most hectic and happening week for me.

first it was the song dedication thing
then it was colosseum

i know i should blame them because that's the kind of mentality i've been feeding them
but sometimes i really hoped they'd try to be a little more sensitive
but i'm so unreasonable
and i admit, i haven't tried hard enough.

but the whole thing was a success though
all thanks to cs, zx and justin for taking out their time to look for the songs
it was a horrible night
and thanks laiguang,
for agreeing to help me even though u might have been tired from training
i had an overwhelming response from the school
and i'm sorry i had to turn away some dedications
and i'm really thankful of all the appreciation

i'll think about it, ok?
let me settle down first
i'm still feeling quite jumpy.

colosseum was a blast!
all though it was all messed up and all
but it was fun doing duty for that!
it felt so cool being the one in charge of the whole thing
haha, and maybe i'll never get to feel that again.
after all, we're stepping down soon.

triton won triton won triton won!
the triton guys were power la!
with lg, jay, weikang, zehou, gs and alot more other ffgood runners
and power girls like michelle and that j1 ethelyn
and duper enthu teachers like mr. nah who cheered his ass off during tug-of-war!
we all brought us up to champion
champion champions CHAMPS

304 girls rock
i love all of you
and thank you tritri, for being that someone there for me
for being that someone i can share troubles with :)
i love you.

TRITON ROCKS.

woo this rocks.
it's approved

but i'm still not sure if it's gonna work out.
after all, there's only one day left
and with that uncooperative bunch of people i have assisting me
i dont feel optimistic at all.

damn
it sucks feeling apprehensive about things

and it sucks when you go all out to clear the path for some people
and they dont like it.

i'm starting to understand how you feel now.

watched the tj-mj soccer match with the tj gays =)
results were we won them 4-2
but it was really great hanging out with them again :)

ate at pastamania
maaan, i really miss those gay days.

had a long trip on the bus, thinking about how my days had gone by.
and i thought of you again

i know i should well be over it
but there's just so many unanswered questions
and so many uncleared misunderstandings.

sometimes i wish i could just explain things straight to the two of you.

dont ask me who they are
i dont feel like talking about it anymore.

maybe, just maybe,
i could return to the way i was
maybe, just maybe,
things could just return to the way they were
maybe, just maybe,
i might b-i-l again.

i hate giving answers.

wooo! im so ecstatic now can.
i finally finished the application form
and if there isnt any glitches
it'll be sent in by today.
and meanwhile i'll work on my proposals

and next monday's the last day i can go submit the proposal
cos other than that no more time already can.
that frigging company had better reply me.
not that i need their approval anyway.
but yeaaaaaaaaaaah if they dont its a total waste of my time.

happy birthday ian and jkhoo! =)

soccer mj-ny today.
spa tmr.

i'm not managing my time well at all!

okay i got my pw results already.
band 2
not that bad i guess
but was really hoping for a band 1 though.

sa to ny soccer today
then briefing at 6

suddenly everything's rushing to me at once
and nobody's cooperating
and i'm not sure if i can handle it all by myself.

you're all i ever think about now

cheery blue
i want only you
i only want you
dont walk out on me.

okay
it had better work out
their future is hanging on my peserverance.

i was given this duty to fulfil and not to slack my way through it
i can do it
i will do it.

but i need your help.
so stop shunning responsibility.

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the most embarrassing thing happened in gp today
shant elaborate on it
but it was really NOTHING AT ALL
you all ah, make it sound so disgusting.
but it won't kill cos we're all used to it la haha
lol
the fags are so funneh.
haha, and sohhongji's SO amusing =)
12 carrots

i shall only decide to do what i know i can do
and what i really wish for
so that i will not step backwards anymore like i always did.

and this includes the promise i made to myself about treating you the way you treat me.
so all shitheads you shitheads have to try to be unshitty okay.
if one day i stop screaming "YOU BLOODY SHITHEAD" in the middle of someone else's conversation
and there isn't a replacement for that shitface phrase

you know the world's become a better place =)
all hail brenda, the new master of human relationship psychology.

..
okay i suck at this

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argh pw results are gonna be released soon.
so freaked out!
feeling so..apprehensive.

it's edwin's birthday in 2 hours
and i really miss him man.
that day when i saw joanne and jeanette at marina
he was the first thing that came to my mind.

and that day, during the econs debate
while we were laughing our asses off the witty debators THERE,
there was one person in my head throughout the whole thing
MAORUI
maorui rocks man.
i wish he never left mj

there they are, the two guys who really but not really made that impression
both in nyjc.
lol

nyjc's been coming down for matches too but i've not seen edwin
i thought he was running for council the last time i talked to him
SEE! SO LONG AGO RIGHT.
well we're playing ny on monday and i think i'd take a walk around to look for him =)

ooooh i miss 4e.

not any one in particular of course
i'm never turning back again.

i want my perfect guy now please.
COME OUT COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE
my conditions are super easy to satisfy please!

i love my mum cos she's so funky.
she's the best mom anyone could ever have
and i love her for all that she's done for our family
and because she taught me that we need to give in order to get returned

my mum is the youngest and the funkiest part of the "wise men" ever.

i need to get a little more disciplined.
put others before self
put others before self

remember.
YOU are the factor.

i love watching mj soccer matches =)
in gongshang we watch badminton matches
in anglican we watch basketball matches (:
and in meridian we watch soccer matches.

soccer's so nice to watch can.
i wanna be a soccer freak too.
but nah i'm not gonna play in that mud NO WAY MAN

maybe i should start playing cm like i did in primary school!
haha
seriously, guy games are fun man.

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i'm losing it.
i miss you.

Instructions: The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 5 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying that they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.


The perfect guy must..:
1. love me for who i am and be able to let me love him without getting hurt (LIKE DUH)
2. be taller than me. SHORTER GUYS ARE A NONO except wayne and edmund
3. make me feel like cooking for him everyday cos i know he'll love my food (:
4. like to talk to me on the phone cos i love talking on the phone!
5. be someone i'll feel proud to show my family like my sis' boyfriend
6. love staying back with me in school to study cos studying is the best kinda bonding session like joycie said (:
7. have a lovely voice cos i like people with nice voices (:
8. be able to catch what i'm saying cos i always speak too fast hahahaha.

one more only can?
9. he must not remind me of anyone that makes me sad


The 5 people I want to do this are:
1. kim
2. qian n steven (can consider as one right (:)
3. cla
4. silas
5. hulu (so u better go get a blog ok)

reason being cos more or less eveyrone in 304 has been tagged before!

here u are joycie, this tag is long due =)

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i was just thinking about the secondary school days this morning
and i was thinking of all the promises i've made to my good friends
and those they've made to me.

and i was thinking
how nice it would be
if cla was in mj too,
and qian didnt have to leave sg.

i miss you guys!
cla! we have to meet up some day k i miss you SO MUCH.
i'll travel all the way to pluto for u, much less serangoon.
=)

bren kim cla qian rocks rocks rocks rocks.

I LOVE YOU GUYS.

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by default, as one grows older and progresses to different places to learn and work
he/she chould be getting more and more friends right.
thing is we always do forget
there are the friends we lose as we stray apart from them
there are the friends we lose as we walk a different track as them
there are the friends we lose cos of stupid mistakes
and there are the friends we lose cos we took a wrong turn.
i seriously want all of you back.