Wednesday, July 30, 2008
espion espion!
omgomgomgomgomg.
i can't connect to the network in HQ.
and it sucks.
booooo.
anyway freshies, here we go! ;)
i rurro~!
i can't connect to the network in HQ.
and it sucks.
booooo.
anyway freshies, here we go! ;)
i rurro~!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
stars are blind
i should be sleeping!
Monday, July 28, 2008
time goes by
today on the cab, while we were talking about casey
the cab driver told us that he had 10 month old triplets.
omg!!
the cab driver told us that he had 10 month old triplets.
omg!!
Friday, July 25, 2008
bitch slut psycho babe
i can be anything you want me to be.
except that.
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yay
except that.
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yay
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
perfect match
i remembered that i wanted to eat my dark chocolate ice cream
but only after i brushed my teeth
i remembered, hey, it's eunos already
but only after the doors closed on me.
i remembered that it was one left, one right, full right
and that was on time.
i remembered everything. everything.
and i also realised
and i also couldn't decide.
but only after i brushed my teeth
i remembered, hey, it's eunos already
but only after the doors closed on me.
i remembered that it was one left, one right, full right
and that was on time.
i remembered everything. everything.
and i also realised
and i also couldn't decide.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
scrapbook-worthy
don't you get it?
just stop talking to me
and i can't wait for thursday (:
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when i find you one day,
i'll make you see.
to tell or not to tell?
just stop talking to me
and i can't wait for thursday (:
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when i find you one day,
i'll make you see.
to tell or not to tell?
Sunday, July 20, 2008
menudo
Friday, July 18, 2008
potato
sometimes i wish you'd stop acting like i don't have a brain of my own.
okay, make that all the time.
simply because YES. i do have one.
amazingly or not
and it works better than yours.
numbers don't mean a thing to me.
okay, make that all the time.
simply because YES. i do have one.
amazingly or not
and it works better than yours.
numbers don't mean a thing to me.
i thought you knew
fully recharged!
and my battery is meant to be used up in one day i guess.
as lousy as my phone.
but she couldn't see the flame
what do you do when the fire burns out
and you know it won't rekindle until four months later?
i wish i could decide.
and my battery is meant to be used up in one day i guess.
as lousy as my phone.
but she couldn't see the flame
what do you do when the fire burns out
and you know it won't rekindle until four months later?
i wish i could decide.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
will not
my brain is running terribly fast now
it'd be good in certain situations
but definitely not now
i can't catch up with my thoughts.
slow down, brain.
i have some people that mean so much to me.
i love my friends.
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and some things you can't buy back once they're thrown away?
yah. you never realised it.
even though you asked me 5 times,
and i gave you the same answer
it never registered did it?
you never bothered anyway.
i said at least 3 times, there's a reason why i don't throw away the t-shirts.
you went ahead anyway, only one week after the last time i said it
so all in all
you removed my non-obtrusive, non-obstructive pride from my wardrobe
to place one of your own myriad of belongings.
in my now finally-free-yay-let's-cheer space.
there was a pile of trash sitting right next door
just because it wasn't in a bag,
doesn't mean that it isn't an less junk-worthy than a pile in one.
it'd be good in certain situations
but definitely not now
i can't catch up with my thoughts.
slow down, brain.
i have some people that mean so much to me.
i love my friends.
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and some things you can't buy back once they're thrown away?
yah. you never realised it.
even though you asked me 5 times,
and i gave you the same answer
it never registered did it?
you never bothered anyway.
i said at least 3 times, there's a reason why i don't throw away the t-shirts.
you went ahead anyway, only one week after the last time i said it
so all in all
you removed my non-obtrusive, non-obstructive pride from my wardrobe
to place one of your own myriad of belongings.
in my now finally-free-yay-let's-cheer space.
there was a pile of trash sitting right next door
just because it wasn't in a bag,
doesn't mean that it isn't an less junk-worthy than a pile in one.
fever delayed.
i'm waiting for you to get out so i can take my temperature.
and why don't you turn off the tv.
let me sleep.
and why don't you turn off the tv.
let me sleep.
Friday, July 11, 2008
twilight
if you could live forever, what do you live for?
i'm enthralled by the book i will not want to put down.
me time is fantastic,
now it's time to give some time to those around me.
i'm sorry for never being there.
please stop ignoring me.
please stop acting as if i'm not there.
i know you care but it doesn't feel good.
anyway remember to lock the door.
yes. remember.
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our own little world.
i'm enthralled by the book i will not want to put down.
me time is fantastic,
now it's time to give some time to those around me.
i'm sorry for never being there.
please stop ignoring me.
please stop acting as if i'm not there.
i know you care but it doesn't feel good.
anyway remember to lock the door.
yes. remember.
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our own little world.
some people
what would you say
if i asked you not to leave
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when should i stop working?
should i?
i'm tired.
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some people, some hearts
simply don't make sense
if i asked you not to leave
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when should i stop working?
should i?
i'm tired.
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some people, some hearts
simply don't make sense
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
obscure people
i just had one of the best conversations ever
and it's with someone i barely know.
i guess familiarity breeds contempt doesn't lie.
and it's with someone i barely know.
i guess familiarity breeds contempt doesn't lie.
up. up. up.
hah.
you seriously don't take me by surprise anymore.
why must her matters be your concern?
why must you judge her behaviour
and you judge her as someone in THAT category
when YOU are in the very same category!
i shan't say more because it'll become obvious but i don't know why i give a damn.
you are all the same kind.
i can't stand it.
just..
stop it.
stop.
stop being around me.
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maybe you don't realise it
but you might be my edward cullen.
like what vila said about things that are bad for you
but you still have to have them anyway.
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"I decided it didn't matter," I whispered.
"It didn't matter?" His tone made me look up - I had finally broken through his carefully composed mask. His face was incredulous, with just a hint of the anger I'd feared.
"No," I said softly. "It doesn't matter to me what you are."
A hard, mocking edge entered his voice. "You don't care if I'm a monster? If I'm not human?"
"No."
He was silent, staring straight ahead again. His face was bleak and cold.
you seriously don't take me by surprise anymore.
why must her matters be your concern?
why must you judge her behaviour
and you judge her as someone in THAT category
when YOU are in the very same category!
i shan't say more because it'll become obvious but i don't know why i give a damn.
you are all the same kind.
i can't stand it.
just..
stop it.
stop.
stop being around me.
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maybe you don't realise it
but you might be my edward cullen.
like what vila said about things that are bad for you
but you still have to have them anyway.
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"I decided it didn't matter," I whispered.
"It didn't matter?" His tone made me look up - I had finally broken through his carefully composed mask. His face was incredulous, with just a hint of the anger I'd feared.
"No," I said softly. "It doesn't matter to me what you are."
A hard, mocking edge entered his voice. "You don't care if I'm a monster? If I'm not human?"
"No."
He was silent, staring straight ahead again. His face was bleak and cold.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
will possess will possess
http://www.nytimes.com/2008/07/06/magazine/06suicide-t.html
read it. all the way to the end.
it's nothing emo don't worry
read it. all the way to the end.
it's nothing emo don't worry
Monday, July 07, 2008
jordin sparks - this is my now
there was a time
i packed my dreams away
living in a shell
hiding from myself
there was a time
when i was so afraid
i thought i'd reached the end
but baby that was then
i am made of more than my yesterdays
this is my now
and i am breathing in the moment
as i look around
i can't believe the love i see
my fears behind me
gone are the shadows and doubts
that was then, this is my now
i had to decide
was i gonna play it safe
or look somewhere deep inside
try to turn the tide
and find the strength to take that step of faith
this is my now
and i am breathing in the moment
as i look around
i can't believe the love i see
my fears behind me
gone are the shadows and doubts
that was then, this is my now
and i have the courage like never before, yeah
i've settled for less now i'm ready for more
ready for more
this is my now
and i am breathing in the moment
as i look around
i can't believe the love i see
my fears behind me
gone are the shadows and doubts
that was then, this is my now
and i am living in the moment
as i look around
i can't believe the love i see
my fears behind me
gone are the shadows and doubts
that was then, this is my now
this is my now.
i packed my dreams away
living in a shell
hiding from myself
there was a time
when i was so afraid
i thought i'd reached the end
but baby that was then
i am made of more than my yesterdays
this is my now
and i am breathing in the moment
as i look around
i can't believe the love i see
my fears behind me
gone are the shadows and doubts
that was then, this is my now
i had to decide
was i gonna play it safe
or look somewhere deep inside
try to turn the tide
and find the strength to take that step of faith
this is my now
and i am breathing in the moment
as i look around
i can't believe the love i see
my fears behind me
gone are the shadows and doubts
that was then, this is my now
and i have the courage like never before, yeah
i've settled for less now i'm ready for more
ready for more
this is my now
and i am breathing in the moment
as i look around
i can't believe the love i see
my fears behind me
gone are the shadows and doubts
that was then, this is my now
and i am living in the moment
as i look around
i can't believe the love i see
my fears behind me
gone are the shadows and doubts
that was then, this is my now
this is my now.
september
why do you judge?
what's wrong with them doing their stuff the way they want it?
it doesn't concern you,
because ultimately, they'll be cleaning up their own shit?
and if you care so much,
why don't you just help?
why do you judge?
give the poor guy a break.
you don't even know him, so stop staring
just leave him be.
why do you judge?
simply put, they know what they're doing
let them judge themselves by themselves.
they will be the ones passing judgement upon themselves
they will be the ones making decisions for themselves,
deciding who they are.
just stop interfering.
thank you.
why do you even care?
what's wrong with them doing their stuff the way they want it?
it doesn't concern you,
because ultimately, they'll be cleaning up their own shit?
and if you care so much,
why don't you just help?
why do you judge?
give the poor guy a break.
you don't even know him, so stop staring
just leave him be.
why do you judge?
simply put, they know what they're doing
let them judge themselves by themselves.
they will be the ones passing judgement upon themselves
they will be the ones making decisions for themselves,
deciding who they are.
just stop interfering.
thank you.
why do you even care?
Sunday, July 06, 2008
obligation-less.
pre, actual, post.
it's time to slow down now!
i love doing OCC.
i miss december. when i still had you.
i don't know why i do.
INCOMING.
sometimes i feel that i'm too noisy and should shut up more often.
it's time to slow down now!
i love doing OCC.
i miss december. when i still had you.
i don't know why i do.
INCOMING.
sometimes i feel that i'm too noisy and should shut up more often.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
who put a spell on that room
back from rag&flag!
talk about closure?
it will come. it probably already has.
move on? i will. and i am, actually.
that's all there is to it
it ends, then something else starts
it ends, then something else starts
then it ends, and it's up to you to make something else start again.
i loved the feedback from the freshies
glad you enjoyed!
and also for r&f. had such good responses.
thanks thanks thanks!
now i've moved on from the camp itself,
moved on from SOP, from 5d4n etc etc
i'll strictly not move on from the people, from the comm
but somehow, you've gotta help me move on from HQ.
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it isn't right.
it just isn't.
talk about closure?
it will come. it probably already has.
move on? i will. and i am, actually.
that's all there is to it
it ends, then something else starts
it ends, then something else starts
then it ends, and it's up to you to make something else start again.
i loved the feedback from the freshies
glad you enjoyed!
and also for r&f. had such good responses.
thanks thanks thanks!
now i've moved on from the camp itself,
moved on from SOP, from 5d4n etc etc
i'll strictly not move on from the people, from the comm
but somehow, you've gotta help me move on from HQ.
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it isn't right.
it just isn't.
