阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

OOH

i can't believe it.
ONLY TWO PAPERS LEFT OMGOMG
so fast.
its like, fighting so hard for one month to get through one dumb week
and its back to lessons again?!

i wanna drink some coffee

school's been really nice with the exams and all
i know it sounds weird
but i love having early days off when you dont feel compelled to finish up work in school
and u reach home when the sun's still shining
after spending so much time outside!
haha.

i didnt know it was gonna turn out this way
and if i knew i'd just shut up
cos i never knew i'd get so pissed over something
okay
i knew.
it isnt a small matter to me
and i mind,
cos i haven't done anything to warrant this treatment

and now im only waiting for one thing
for this week to end fast.

and maybe to see cassie
qian, bring her back leh
u make her sound so adorable.

somehow guys and girls do have different frequencies.
or maybe not (:

*this is a very un-gay entry
so those who are gay don't read okay *

phew two papers down
and i'm feeling very much relieved already

after all, these two papers are full of content
and probably the very two subjects that i've not prepared well for
but it's all past now
and that's all that matters to me now

except lampard of course :)

critics have been a little nicer to england these few days
they're finally getting a little of what they deserved
everyone's slammed lampard, crouch or beckham some time or another
but i do think they're pretty good players.
so what if beckham hasnt proven himself much on the pitch?
he's been the source of energy for the others that's for sure
so what if crouch has missed the net so many times
he's definitely contributed to bringing england here now
so what if lampard isnt playing as well as he should?
doesnt that happen to us some time or other?
and of course we must not forget about geniuses
like gerrard, terry, the coles and definitely rooney
and neville is coming back soon!
so i say if not for the potential meeting of brazil in the semis
i'd think they'd have a much better chance of getting the cup :)
and that means that they still do have a chance :)

i'm glad lampard's positive and all
and so is everyone around him
i've been reading and people are saying that he's gonna do it with portugal
and i'm waiting very patiently :)

i'm feeling very relaxed today
coming home before the sunset and having dinner during is definitely good for me

mood's been getting better
it rocks having nobody on my mind except lampard.
and i'm not kidding :)

haha,
and i thought i was supposed to unsoccerfy my entries?

two down everyone,
all the best (:

okay im not supposed to be here
today is study hard day
i dont wanna die, i got 2 papers tmr

and i cant reply smses cos ive got no more left

laiguang: tmr chem at 8, maths at 1 yea got morning assembly
ivan: yup only proteins
dominic: all tested
hongji: i forgot what u asked alr

so sorry cant reply any of ur msgs
gotta go off now haha help me tell them okay

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am i the only one who believes in him now?

*you've forgotten what we were fighting for
*you've forgotten what we wanted so much.

abbreviations take away half the pain

oops i totally forgot to blog ytd!

i shall blog now 11 lol
(note* i need to unsoccer-fy my entries)

went out with hulu ytd! sorta la lol.
was quite a happening day.
we studied a quite a lot in mac
and if our shopping wasnt due
the session wld have been v productive! haha.

went to borders, didnt get to buy any books
but omfg i saw fmany pictures of l_____d (see note* above)
hahaha cos of the biographies and magazines that borders so generously put on display.
lol, and it didnt help that there were so many! lol.

saw many nice things there at paperchase
worthy gifts in future haha.

shopped, and i bought my shirt!
queen of eights =)
champs of b (:

ate subway for the first time!
haha quite loserish but nvm la lol.

i know it's crazy to go out like 3,4 days before exams
but it was a great day out (:

and today, i made it up to myself! haha
did quite alot of chem today
but still quite worried though.

ahh who cares it's only the midyears
in common terms, jct nia!

okay it's gonna be 11 soon lol.
gotta check answers on mj paper now!

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and i dont give a damn abt u anymore.

DO NOT
i said
DO NOT
adopt that critical voice with me
just cos im a little nice to you.

i dont like how this is turning out
dont know what ure thinking too

watching ghana and usa now.

okay.

unsoccer-fy my entries
unsoccer-fy my entries
unsoccer-fy my entries
unsoccer-fy my entries
unsoccer-fy my entries
unsoccer-fy my entries

yay. succeeded.

caught the first 15 min of the game
couldn't see clearly
so i decided to go sleep instead
so if the match ends up like some exciting shit
i will kill myself. lol

goodnight people.
i should rest now.

and maybe i need to un-soccer-fy my entries.
lol

to borders i go with hulu on friday!

haha i have flot of lampard photos to my name now!
in my comp la lol.
but i wont post any
cos i know he's not the kind other ppl will think is handsome
lol.

and his eyes are so blue.

okay i really wanna watch the argentina match
but it'd be crazy cos i slept 3 hrs last night after the england match
and awake till now, after port match
and if i watch the argentina match
i'll landiao tmr
cos tmr is long day for studying
but i really feel like watching.
nvm see my mood(:

well i guess kim didnt get to see cr today
pretty suay
since port's playing against netherlands just before our exams
and its at 8pm = 3am.

poor owen.
ive said that for 20 times today lol.

and i really think its time for me to watch some group d-h matches
hardly touch them.

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okay i'm supposed to blog like tritri
and make it sound as if lampard's my boyfriend
like her villa like that lol

but how to?! got daughter alr la.
okok i know how to already

he's always making me worried after every match
hope he'll be alright.

i just know he wanted to score
but i guess its ok since overall we drew anyway

hope he wont be too pressurized with the removal of owen

good enough? (:

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to watch or not to watch
that is the question.

the answer is
to die or not to die.

watch = die
dont watch = dont die

butthen watch = dont die also.

no im not going to go into those lame equations thing

HOWHOWHOW

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since nobody tagged about it, i shall make in an emphasised point.

SINGAPORE SHOULD BE CALLED ECUADOR
SINCE WE ARE ON THE EQUATOR

ohohohoh good one la

i cant live
if living is without you
WHO SAY ONE.

im turning into some kinda freak.
hope it outlasts the exams
at least dont let me landiao during paper!
esp essay

siao happy birthday lampard again lol
well the poor guy never got to score
not at all so far
with fmany shots then all landiao
poor thing pls
and j.cole reminds me of this certain guy from mj lol
but well i guess same flags with only different colours can only draw

okay, waiting for my router to un-landiao itself.
spidering time.

i think the word landiao is getting more and more useful.
OMG BLIND IS PLAYING ON MY PLAYLIST
flong nv hear alr pls.

singapore shd be named ecuador
since we lie on the equator.
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i would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like it was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashin to the floor

lol i love abbreviations la. (:

at my cousin's place now!
the costarica-poland match looks pretty boring
so im gonna give it a miss.

i thought it was pretty gay to have different timings cos of the weather
but i guess it makes some sense after all.
like for example
if i live in cold cold korea, and my opponent is not so cold singapore
siao, spore will have the advantage in germany-weather right?
lol
ok im probably saying things that everybody knows alr
but,
I LIKE TO SAY CAN

wooooooaaaaaaah
i got character siah. lol
ok im a little bored i admit.

i need to sleep!
if not later the match sure die
but im not tired yet
its not the time yet lol

go away all of you
STOP READING MY BLOG AND INTRUDING MY PRIVACY
I SUE U AH

just kidding (:

i told u i need to sleep
dont believe me la!

ok im here lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAMPARD

and i know gerrard >>>>>>>>>>> lampard

but i like, can?!
u want to stop me is it?!

CANNOT

i love that song
i love the way it makes me feel that this world rocks
(:

ive found another fellow lampard-liker
hooloo.
yay.
okay la, play lousy for few matches so what
play well usually can alr. what (:
actually, handsome can alr LOL.

happy birthday june!
happy birthday kah!
happy birthday ivan!
(:

ohohohohoh tmr (20th) is lampard's bday
LOL

fate will twist the both of you
i will still love you when tomorrow is gone

the times when i really wish my world go the way i want them to
i.e my world = perfect
is when
1. my router shuts down on me at the wrong times always
2. i need to turn in back on but my sis is sleeping and im afraid to wake her up
3. i need to help my sister check if her phone is charged but i dont know where it is
4. i got lotsa things to search for online after reading many many magazines but (point 1)
5. i want many money to buy all the things i want
6. i realise i'm spending too much and i have to cut down on my expenditure, but i dont even have money to spend :
7. ive got the motivation and determination to do many things but i dont have the oppurtunity
8. i wanna blog on blogspot and not in notepad but we're back at point 1 again

solution(s)
1, 2, 4, 8: encourage my mum's decision to buy a new router
3: just check again
5, 6: just dont spend yet lor, keep koping food like i did today
7: oppurtunities dont come knocking, i shall go look for them.

and yay my router might be working in 10 minutes!
meanwhile, it's spider time!

and i realised i havent had a serious reflective blog entry for 2000 years.
lol

but nevermind, reflect for what
ur house dont have mirror meh

while waiting for my beloved router to get moving again
i shall try to alleviate my guilt
by doing some biochem now (:

sometimes i really appreciate all that i have
okay
make that all the time
just sometimes, its a little, erh, subtle. lol

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okay i shall be honest that i did not really go look at my biochem
but went to sweep some lovely mines instead
however, it wasnt fruitless
no i didnt break my record
i stayed to listen to home by bublé,
and i love the song.

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OKAY my router didnt work out.
its 523 now and i'm still awake
and yes, i havent touched biochem. :
ive been playing ard with my comp settings lala.
i guess its time to wake up so i shant sleep la,
early morning to go study.
afraid i'll be tired though, but nvm lol

and and and i made a new lampard wallpaper for myself lol.
im crazy la
i bet i'll be over him when i dont see him in matches anymore.
cos that means no more new photos of him online
no new photos = nothing new to discover = boring = no good for me

okay, i shall be good
and go biocheming now.

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good morning, its 120 in the afternoon now
and my router's still crashed on me.

and i love drinking green tea at night cos i dont have to go to the kitchen to throw the teabag away.
it doesnt attract ants! (:

and is it true that putting used tea leaves on ur skin and face is good?
if yes, then i've wasted a lot of skincare products alr!
lol

i admit, i'm still very much affected by the topic
and anything that happens around here.

its taking me alot more determination than expected
but i rock
so it'll be okay (:

i hate last minute decisions
because i can never plan ahead this way.

and i'm sorry for what i've done.

so boring.

im so broke.

i wanna blog about alot of things
but i dont know what to say
and i dont know how to put them in words

and i dont know who's reading.
and i dont even know what i want to say.

so dont ask me questions
cos the only answer you'll get is

i dont know

and there's nth wrong with me
i really dunno!

the weather's getting really horrible
changing and all

i can see myself falling sick

as i said,
the weather's getting really horrible
getting on everyone's nerves

and i say
the best way ever, to spend your time

is to sudoku the night away

i have lost interest in all things except STUDIES, SUDOKU and SOCCERPLAYERS (handsomes please)

SSS
omfg reminds me of ahs lol
SUPERVISED SELF-STUDY FOR YOU!

.
hm
siglap starts with S too!

okay maybe i also do a little tv sometimes here and there.
selevision?

sogo and togo

im INCOHERENT ALR LA LA LA LA LA LA

came back from ahscds alumni dinner ytd and mugging with ahma and wayne
woo

just wished i had stayed a little longer to look ard the sch though

looked through some of the post-performance photos i had
omg, i dont even rmb them
all my memories of drama have almost been erased
but those times with drama ppl still remain though
really miss ahs
cds and all.

i havent mugged today
how leh.

well, time to start.

BLEAH

LOL its damn funny
everybody go hit in random things la k lol

back from chalet
guess it was better than expected for a 2d1n chalet (:
pity abt all the wasted food though hahaha
but the food was really really really nice (:
im sure everyone enjoyed the short time spent tgt
except the beginning part though,
spending 2 hrs looking for the chalet :
but it was really a cherished time
to be able to sit down and talk to jacinta, meihui and kahhwee like that.
pity yeeen and xinni couldnt come
i guess it wasnt really a chalet for fun and laughter
it was a good chalet for sitting around and talking and doing rubbish
maybe just to put the books aside for a while
(:
i liked the chalet =D
and thank you zouseph for being my icebox IC lol.
and hulu for going home with me like a JACINTA =)
and silas for just giving ur all to organize this thing
ur efforts paid of la ;)

i love gossiping with meihui and kah
esp kah. lol.
eh tag if u readin my blog k ;)

although i did sleep quite alot in the chalet
was really tired after a round of mahjong with my sis and bro
and i slept my ass off till 530
so much for studying when i get home :

okay, time to really get back to my schedule.
=)

i guess it's not really a WWW haha.

gossipqueens

p.s try this! http://en.trendio.com/ref.php?id=3679 its really quite cool ;)

you know what the most amazing moments in life are like?

when you think that everything around you is falling down
there'll be someone right there to help you hold up everything
and you help them hold up their pain even higher up
because that's what friendship is all about.

:)

omg the most hilarious thing happened today la hahaha

Would you mind to keep your volume down.

Please be considerate to others.

Jhanks.

in such FLAIR writing la okay
wth

ok i cant say it la it wont be funny.
guess i'l wait till the chalet and ask the rest to say

chalet chalet chalet tmr!

and i'm saying this for the 5th time
i miss you so much la lol
tritri: ONE WWW!
hahahaha okay dont say what it means here
i'll tell him. lol

my life is near perfect now :)
i dont need to think about anything else.

i just wanna MUG~~~~~~~~~~~

wooo

and i wanna meet up with all my ahs friends
i want to i want to

ANGELICAAAAAAAAAN

okay i'm too bored la okay.

i didnt know u cared so much
if you really do
if you really are that great
if you really give a damn
you can just fuck off
and we'll save it all

why, it doesnt even affect you
you dont even contribute okay

sometimes i wonder why i even bother to be so nice to you.
sometimes i wonder why you even have the cheek to stay

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dont laugh
YOU
if I'M the one doing you the favour
u better have the decency to thank me
but you dont
but you have something else though
the very same cheek.

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in the oh-so-irritated tone
i am APPALLED by your behaviour!

she's more perfect than me la

did a LITTLE MUGGING today.
thanks to beejeen cos she was so gossip-queen
it wasnt even a real catch up session okay
it was a purely i am feeding you with info session.
you shithead.

i want many moneh too

it's better to keep everything bottled up
than to say everything that you're feeling
and take the risk of being exposed
and take a chance with what people think of you

no now i dont dare to say anything anymore.
it's better to keep everything bottled up.

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p.s i feel like a bitch

i've done some thinking
and i feel like a 139587105701286 pound rock has just been removed from my heart
although i dont know how heavy is that
i think it's heavy lar okay

went "studying" at the airport just now
SO UNCONDUCIVE
ahma's fault la
bimbo.

well well well
better finish blogging and get my ass to the other table
my mum says she didnt put the comp here for me to use it till so late

but dearest, what can i do
if that little shithead never budges till 10?

had a little talk with domy in the lt today
and i realised how much i miss those days long ago
when me, my bro and my sis wld pop over at the office
playing games on mum's comp
walking to dad's room through uncle jackson's office
helping my mum type docs on the typewriter (yes that's how long ago it was)
but there were comps already la, just that i liked the typewriter
how i loved the carpet, though i knew everyone was stepping on it
i liked the smell
and that counter where there were so many cups
and i could make tea as and when i liked to
but i guess what's history IS history
and it's not possible to go back to those times

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sometimes i wonder
have i done enough
why dont they give me what i've given them
and instead, take away from me
the things i painfully left for them

i hate it when they do that
i really really do
it's like all the bad memories flooding back to me again
when they labelled us with only their discretion

i dont like i dont like
shant mention anything cos its hurtful to them too
although it has been so long
i still remember
and i really dont like it

enough rambling,
off to the airport to MUG I GO

btw i realised that
"you love me but you dont know who i am" - let me go (3dd)
and
"i knew i loved you before i met you" - i knew ilu (savagegarden)
makes pretty much sense together.

NO MORE HOLIDAY LECTURES

and i want my
GAY GAY BBQ

marion raven - here i am
i'll protect you dont be scared
no matter what i'll be there
i'll be gentle, i'll be light
these are the words you whispered in the night

here i am
here i am

now i'm standing in the cold
everything is said and done
atomic winter in my soul
from the absence of the sun
the only remedy i know
is i gotta let you go

here i am
here i am

but where were you when i was scared
a broken promise left me here
a post-it note is what i've got
it says i'm sorry but i know you're not
so here i am yeah
here i am

now i'm standing in the cold
everything is said and done
atomic winter in my soul
from the absence of the sun
the only remedy i know
is i gotta let you go

here i am
here i am

there will come a day when all of this is in my past
and there will come a day when you're out of my head at last
i'm trying not to fall
damn it's such a long way down
but here i am

yeah~

now i'm standing in the cold
everything is said and done
atomic winter in my soul
from the absence of the sun
the only remedy i know
is i gotta let you go

and now i'm standing in the cold
everything is said and done

yeah~

from the absence of the sun
the only remedy i now
is i gotta let you go

here i am
here i am


savage garden - i knew i loved you

ooh, oh oh

maybe it's intuition
some things you just dont question
like in your eyes
i see my future in an instant
there it goes
i think i've found my best friend

i know that it might sound more than a little crazy
but i believe

i knew i loved you before i met you
i think i dreamed you into life
i knew i loved you before i met you
i have been waiting all my life

there's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
i see the missing pieces
im searching for
i think ive found my way home

i know that it might sound more than a little crazy
but i believe

i knew i loved you before i met you
i think i dreamed you into life
i knew i loved you before i met you
i have been waiting all my life

ooooh~ oooh
a thousand angels dance around you
ooooh~ oooh
i am complete now that i've found you

i knew i loved you before i met you
i think i dreamed you into life
i knew i loved you before i met you
i have been waiting all my life (till end)


three doors down - let me go

one more kiss could be the best thing
one more lie could be the worst
and all these thoughts are never resting
and you're not something i deserve

in my head there's only you now
this world falls on me
in this world there's real and makebelieve
this seems real to me

you love me but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand
you love me but you dont know who i am
so let me go
let me go

i dream ahead to what i hope for
and i turn my back on loving you
how can this love be a good thing
when i know what i'm going through

in my head there's only you now
this world falls on me
in this world there's real and makebelieve
this seems real to me

you love me but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand
you love me but you dont know who i am
so let me go
just let me go~
let me go.

no matter how hard i try
i cant escape these things inside i know
i know

and all the pieces fall apart
and you will be the only one who knows
who knows

you love me but you dont know who i am
im torn btwn this life i lead and where i stand
you love me but you dont know who i am
so let me go
just let me go

you love me but you dont (you dont)
you love me but you dont (you dont)
you love me but you dont know who i am

you love me but you dont (you dont)
you love me but you dont (you dont)
you love me but you dont know me

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TADA
the first 3 songs on my playlist just now
my connection had a little problem so i turned to winamp and spider and minesweeper!

went shopping with 304 girls just now!
it was really fun
though i didnt buy anything hahaha
other than food!

shant go into details cos it's really hard
but saw cherlynn, the canoeing people and some guy from anglican

i like heart-to-heart talks (: