Sunday, October 29, 2006

with this feeling

omg.
遥遥领先 on goal difference pls

nehmind.

congrats rooney for ur hattrick
u better bloody score for england or i'll shave off all ur chest hair
okay just kidding.

YAY LAMPARD MY HEEEEEEEEEEEEERO (:

loveslovesloves




"Shooting down all my critics the stupid assholes!
Brenda owns!" -Frank Lampard, Chelsea.

(edit: just realised both JT and robben are helping lamps shoot too. whats up w that.)
(edit again: they were really shooting. /: video evidence pls. lol. they so enthu la)

hurhurhurhurhurhur
2nd play was much better than his goal.

lucky he set up that goal for ballack beautifully
or everyone would be going on and on abt that deflection
if u can consider it a deflection

i consider it lousy keeping.

lotsa photos of luna
put em up tmr. =D
i think.

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i thought i'd be wishing it was you
and going all sad about how history's history
but i didn't.

history IS history
and i'm not sad.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

remember

i think beckham is absolutely the suay-est and most poor thing one pls

he's started 3 and was subs for 4, most late
but got 3 yellow card alr!

on a MUCH MUCH MUCH HEAVIER note.

luna's balding.





my smokescreen shopping w all the money she cheated from me while im away
see, my frank look so reluctant to shop w her


and luna's dress is super adorable can
i guess my smokescreen has good taste.

BAH luna is fcute

if to choose between having a daughter or having a dog
at this age

daughter for me.
i want luna luna luna luna
i wanna help her patch back her hair.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

broken

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

i don't want to wait another day.

i wanna leave this place NOW NOW NOW NOW
):

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

never thought i'd still be standing

hey
what's your name
do you live around here
don't i know your face

you say
"i've been a stranger for too long"
i didn't even notice i was gone

and i wanna come back home
show me the way to make a start
show me the road back to your heart
and i've learned the only truth that i need to kno
there's a million places i can go
but without you it ain't home
it ain't home

please say
what i need to hear you say
say "i'm thoughtless and foolish"
but say "it's not too late"

now i don't know exactly where we go from here
but trying is the only way to know

and i wanna come back home
show me the way to make a start
show me the road back to your heart
and i've learned the only truth that i need to know
there's a million places i can go
but without you it ain't

it ain't always
please believe me
don't give up cos we're halfway there
we're at the crossroads in the middle
between home and between us there

all i need is some direction
let me know you're here for me
where you are
is where i'll be

show me the way to make a start
show me the road back to your heart
and i've learned the only truth that i need to know
there's a million places i can go
but without you it ain't home

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i'm counting the days till days run out of me.

TILL THE DAY A LEVELS GO AWAYYYYY

and everything else will start to fall into place.
i won't be out of order anymore (:

btw lampard shaves his chest.
and he loves moisturizer!

took me 5 years to get this far

today's the day.
i'm not hanging on la
i just can't help but remember

what far?
what far is there.

wrong time to do all these

i'll take the tears.

why no sizeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
):

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

i long to see you in the morning light

if you're broken,
you're broken.

you're not depressed or jaded or unlucky or hurt or sad or demoralised or in some sticky situation or finding it hard to carry on with life or feeling like giving up everything or pessimistic or out of sorts or bleeding or bruised or wounded or battered or burnt or totally fucked up or screwed or whatever.

you're just broken.

oh
english is wonderful.

and chinese wont make sense anyway

如果你碎掉了
你就碎掉了

你不是忧郁,不是(whatever jaded is),不是倒霉,不是受伤,不是伤心 ,不是自信心被打垮,不时遇到粘粘的情况,不是无法继续生活,不是想要放弃一切,不是悲观,不是(out of sorts),不是流血,不是有黑青,不是受伤(again),不是battered,不时被烧焦,不是totallyFUP,不是screwed,还是什么。

你就是碎掉了。
哦,
华语真棒!

see what i mean?

Monday, October 23, 2006

I LOVE (:

liars.

who cares about faith anyway.
lol

i shall say the same thing everyday

cant wait for a's to be overrrrrrrrrrrrr

cant imagine life without mugging!
no more deli, no more sch library
no more cc, no more this no more that
no more study benches no more atrium
no more canteen no more nuggets and teh-o
no more fries + egg
no more 蒸蛋 真蛋 or 假蛋
no more 绿茶 or 冬瓜茶 or 菊花茶
no more “美女!要吃什么?”
no more “通心粉,要等leh.五分钟。” till 10 mins later
no more early morning go sch just to get a car ride
no more waiting for 15
no more looking at all the buses go past ffffull.
no more reading TODAY in the morning
no more reading straits times in the sch library
no more free printer
no more noisy scanner
no more consultation
no more go-do-duty-to-pon-morning-assembly
no more rushing for econs so that can sit inside
no more hiphop jelly (YAY)
no more paddle pop no more moooo icecream
no more bird shit on my canteen tables.

ahh.

bird shit.
nobody mentions birdshit
although its such a significant part of our mj life.

no more bird shit.

okay.
i love post a levels.
cos there's no more biochem
no more vectors and trigo
no more inorg
no more essay questions that combine micro and macro and god knows what
no more worried about sitting at the aisle during econs
no more mug until u landiao
no more stress cos u got no consultation and no schedule
no more cannot-find-my-notes-shit-la
no more fffftired-dont-want-to-study-alr-but-bopian-force-myself-time
no more long long timetables (although long time ago no more alr)
no more seeing people i dont like along the corridors
no more hippy gp lessons
no more watching cna plastic surgery video during gp and squealing abt valencia news
no more use phone in class just to check lampard news online
no more this no more that
is life gonna be empty?

NO WAY MAN

time to shop until i rot
time to play until i rot
time to earn fffflot of money
time to whole day watch match without feeling guilty
time to sleep all day
time to watch vcd all day
time to keep-going-out-for-fun-cos-got-nothing-better-to-do.
time to fly to london to watch chelsea match
time to fly to london to look for lampard finally
time for lampard to fly over to bring me over
time to...
time to just sit back relax and 疯掉!





AHHHHHH
how's life without exams?
should be full of love (:

btw the bear is fcute.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

you'd better be nice and sweet

sunshine is my favourite word.
money is my favourite thing.
other than shopping and shoes.

but i got no money
so i cant shop for shoes

or anything.

can all these be over soon just right now please.
i don't wanna take my a levels anymore if it's taking so long.

actually i don't really care if i'm prepared
doesnt bother me now if i get good or bad grades
but i bet i'll regret it in the future if i dont get good grades

where is all this heading anyway?
so many choices
so many directions.

yet not one path i can tread upon.

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up there with man utd right now with a smaller g.d
from the fixtures it looks like its gonna be a tight race till 26th nov.

when i'm in hk.

bloody hell

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im staring out at the sky
praying that he will walk in my life
where is the man of my dreams
i'll wait forever how silly it seems

how does he laugh
how does he cry
whats the colour of his eyes
does he even realise i'm here

where is he
where is he
where is he
where is this beautiful guy

nope not the him you all are thinking abt
i just love happy songs can <3

make me happy make me happy <3

shall study late today

i can't feel the way i did before



jump for joy more pls!



ffhappy face




awwwwwwwwwww




RAINBOW FOR YOOOOOOOOOO

okay lampard rocks.(:

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rediscover and realise
so don't talk to me about it anymore!
cos im sick and tired of the same old topic

Saturday, October 21, 2006

how do make me feel better so easily

i'm more than what you think i am.

happy public holiday everyone!
but public holidays arent good for outdoor muggers

everywhere is either closed or fffmany peopleeeee.

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i'm more than what you think i am.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

i am innocent

"I know Chelsea's winner at Reading on Saturday went down as an Ivar Ingimarsson own-goal, but it begs the question: just how many of Frank Lampard's goals are deflected?" asks Adam Walkden.

This is a tricky one to answer comprehensively, Adam, as the, ahem, extensive Guardian Unlimited library doesn't include 'Lampard: the West Ham Years', so we were unable to research his output at Upton Park.

But we have done the necessary on Lampard's five-and-a-bit years at Stamford Bridge, and are surprised - and disappointed - to report that only six of his 73 goals for Chelsea have been deflected: a miserable 8%. It would seem that Lampard's deflected glory is not as great as the nation's many Frankophobes would have you believe. Still, he's getting better: none of the deflections came in his first two seasons at Stamford Bridge.

THERE YOU GO

gogogo.
own them.

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she's

what have i doneeeeee.
stupid phone.

no point.

Monday, October 16, 2006

dream on

i feel like i'm losing touch
with myself and the rest of the world.

i am irritated with "what if.."s and "lucky never.."
but they keep running in my head anyway.

"why?"

Sunday, October 15, 2006

no belief btwn me and you

if that's all that's left for me to know
then i'm rather contented.

but if even the people close to me still have doubts
maybe it's time for me to just go away.

TO HONGKONGGGGGGGGGGGG

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i hate money.

no comments

wow.

wow. win pleaseeee

i cant believe i missed the first half BAH
so 1210 on sunday is tmr ah.

terry ah, so bad mood ah.
control please!

reading fans are gay lol

i dont just wanna run
i wanna run far away far far away
far away together with you.

sometimes it just isn't enough to be able to convince others.
gay shits.

OMG RED CARD?!

songboh.
he was just getting his break.

and the referee is super enthu siah
fffast.

poor mikel dont cry pls.
stop stripping him drogba!

GO JOE GO JOE (:

Saturday, October 14, 2006

failure to face

i wanna be happening too!!
lol.

the departed + death note pls!

have to mug mug mug mug mug pls!
4 mock tests in a row
its a worse schedule than a's pls!!!
wow. exciting.

i shall be a good girl from now on.

"your eggs are over easy
ur toast done lightly
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me

now you say the juice is sour
it used to be so sweet
and i cant help but to wonder if you're talking about me"

BIANG. superwoman is damn nice can <3

where did love go?

a broken family broken up
is better than a broken family made to be held together
held together by nothing at all.

when i look up the sky i see you

been so tired recently bah.

the more concentrated i am on my work
the more tired i become?

if not for the tlc from my grandma
<3

last day of school was so un-lastdayofschool.
it was enjoyable though.

kicking up a balloon four flights of stairs is fun fun fun!

and memories from last year's open house all came flooding back to me.

a year meant alot to us
but another year meant nothing.

circumstances have made me afraid to even speak

bitch
i cant wait for the day things go MY way

Thursday, October 12, 2006

cold and hot

wow.
i have no idea what to say.

it seems like all the confidence built up in the first 3 games
became loose the last game
and crumbled today.

mac's contradicting himself.
he totally is.

and rain u can go eat shit
ur ticks so expensive for what!
lucky im not crazy over u.
i might just buy the 888 one.

YES 888!
not for hongbao pls
not for lucky draw pls
for concert ticket!

rain's coming!!!
88888888!!!

what shit.

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i was just trying to say something.

the saddest song in a million years

and the rightest too.

okay im getting momentum!

congratulations darling!
i love you!!



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and the theme song of a lifetime.
up till today, and maybe tomorrow.
and maybe the day after that too.
maybe.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

well done.

sunshine sunshine

i love the word la. hahaha.

the progression of events is puzzling me.

yayy hk for me pls!

a levels? what's that?

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

ryan cabrera - it's you

another night goes by without sleeping.
cos i know i wont wake up next to you
another life goes by without dreaming
and i cant help but think that mine will too

im standing before you
with this label on my head
im pleading before you
for you to understand

baby its you
when i look up in the sky i see you
then i turn and close my eyes and its you
when im sitting all alone in my room

everything reminds me of you

the time is slow and i am sinking
into a hole blackened with lies
in a way i made it myself
you stand watching
as my life passes me by

im standing before you
with this label on my head
im pleading before you
for you to understand

how much i adore you
i'll be there till the end
when everything falls down
will you hold my hand?

baby its you
when i look up in the sky i see you
then i turn and close my eyes and its you
when im sitting all alone in my room

everything reminds me of you

baby its you
when i look up in the sky i see you
then i turn and close my eyes and its you
when im sitting all alone in my room

everything reminds me of you

mememememe

i wish i could be more organized.

i need to pack
and make sure i still have time to study?
studying is a piece of shit
and studying shd just go and die.

the same applies to YOU.

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foreverlastinglove

Sunday, October 08, 2006

neverleft

ive found my direction again. (:

why draw..
why drawwww. nehmind.

terrible, this feeling.
i shall go to sleep!

i want money money money ):

Saturday, October 07, 2006

little wish

blooody haze.
if i fail my a levels it'll all be ur fault!

aha!
what a convenient scapegoat!

here he goes again.

no i,

incredibly disappointing,
but nevermind. (:

gogogo

Thursday, October 05, 2006

just once

i wanted to say that pimpfish is being such a bitch
or a pimp.
and taking up all my newlyupgraded memory

but well
i guess bt's the asshole.

and I LOVE PIMPS
i mean pimpfish. HAHAHA.

not funny at all la.

pimpfish is wonderful
its the best friend i ever could get
someone like me
who is super cheapo poor and dont want to buy data cable
upload photos by imode onto gmail.
and have to dl one by one?
pimpfish is the best la.

ahh. if only chelsea had their pictures all in one page
i just pimp everything (actl its called grab but i love the sound of 'pimp')
and tada i will have not only 500 lampard photos
i will have 5000 chelsea photos.

hohohohoho.

imagine ripping 20videos at one time from southparkvideos!
i like the sound of that.


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im living to be me
and though i may have turned out to be someone i dont seem to be
im sorry to disappoint you but i just want to move on.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

unbalanced

i am absolutely frustrated

with myself
with you the something of a bitch
bloody unreasonable you
and my work

and my head.

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i guess other than that i've sorted out everything else that needs to be.
many many many things.
my life doesnt revolve around just ONE problem

yesterday's gone
and now tomorrow has come.
i cant wait for the day i leave this place.
and i have no idea where that came from.

早睡早起 please.

bah
today has been totally unproductive.

it's time isn't it.
why cant i just get myself back on track.

stoning mood.

lampard lampard lampard lampard.
i miss lampard. :(
and lunaaaaaa.


Monday, October 02, 2006

landscape

im jealous of tritri
cos valencia uploads all goal videos.

but yeah chelsea goals can always be found on youtube
but i'd rather my vids be in .wmv than .flv!

dinner time(:

guess i cant mug today totally nv bring my file back.
its time to be a good girl and really start packing
my notes, not my room.

MY ROOM IS UNPACKABLE

GO AWAY ELEN
LAMPARD IS MINE




courtesy of elen; kah; emily respectively.

<3

Sunday, October 01, 2006

sweet 16?! 18's the sweetest!

i am so so so horribly tired!
what can i say what can i say
i love these few days la can haha.

(:

okay im so tired i blog tmr can..

pictures first! in hopefully chronological order









THIS IS SUPER CUTE LA lol.




more 304 pics tmr. rcving them from wj now.

super tired.

thankyou everyone for spending these special days with me
this special birthday (:

humpty dumpty

no time to blog

BUT

this birthday's really really blessed (:

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what can i say

except for my dream
i dream this is just the beginning
of a wish come true

nothing i can say

except for my wish
i wish this is just the beginning
of a dream come true

trala. (:

thank you ALL la (: <3

i shall blog tmr. going to slp now.

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY! (:

september has ended, wake up, all of you.