阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

goodnight world.
you suck.

if i were you, would i have done the same?

now there's something worth working for.
and i'll do it.
for you.

why question?
it's conditional, it is.

lol omg
so tired.
from taking photos?

girlfriends are the best thing in the world. (:

nobody's fool.
what can i say?

it's been a really really crazy week.
i don't want it to get any crazier.

will this bring us together, or just tear me apart?

omg landiao.
this is so demoralizing.

i had a "good" on my script.

"everyone did very well, if you all write like that during exams, you will do very well. those that got very good and excellent on their scripts, very well done. for those that got a good marked on your script, i advise you to see me between 3-4pm tmr if you need some help. those that have very good and excellent marked, don't need to see me."

-_-

3-4pm is my st1131 test can.

i need to do something.
see him, even if it's only to pull grades cos of consultation.

hoo, hoo, i am a sexy penguin
ah ah sexy sexy sexy penguin.
hoo hah.

this is what physics does to mehhhhh!

meh meh meh meh meh meh
sexy sexy sexy penguin.
sexaaaaaaaaaay.



btw love the funwall censors!

im in school waiting to level up before i go home
and chiong term paper
and tutorial
and company law webcasts!

zzzzzz.

and don't presume everything i talk about is about that only.

:D home here i come!

HOHOHOHO

sleep so much you freaking pig head.
lmao.

dinner?

lol.
genius.
ice caps and knee caps.

omg shopping.

today,
work's fine,
amazingly.

after all i did, in case it happened again.
haha. it didn't.
didn't even nearly manage to come 2cm close. :)

can i don't go to mkt group mtg? :(

red jumpsuit apparatus - guardian angel

when i see your smile
tears run down my face
i can't replace

and now that i'm stronger i've figured out
how this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
and i k now i’ll find deep inside me
i can be the one

i will never let you fall
i’ll stand up with you forever
i’ll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

it’s okay
it’s okay
it’s okaaay.

seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
i can show you i’ll be the one

i will never let you fall
i’ll stand up with you forever
i’ll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

cos you’re my
you’re my, my~
my true love
my whole heart
please don’t throw that away

cos i’m here~ for you
please don’t walk away
and please tell me you’ll stay, stay

use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and i know i’ll be okay
though my skies are turning gray

i will never let you fall
i’ll stand up with you forever
i’ll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

i will never let you fall
i’ll stand up with you forever
i’ll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

i need to cool down, and have a day off.

life is screwing me over and i'm not very happy
not only with work,
it's a lot more than that

and you laughing it all off doesn't help.

and anyway thanks. (:

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anyway HAHAHAHA at photos took yesterday!
omg omg we are all smelly.

and anw cla! the song is niceeeeee.
omg. it's from the soundtrack is it.
zomg can go watch with me again? :D

wth. i don't get it.
i don't know what came over me.
i'm going mad.

i can't even speak coherently.

WTH.
i need to sleep goodnight.

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and i'm sorry i had to find out through facebook.

omg i wake up damn early today
like earlier by 20 mins
as compared to sleeping in for 2 hours!

hahaha.
wth.

i am very sad.

cos i came all the way to school to get nothing done
cos i realised a lot of my friends have blogs that i didn't know about
cos i've been such a terrible asshole by not keeping in touch
cos i haven't memorized the calling names for the drinks
cos i haven't got familiar with all the new wines and scotch
cos i sleep too much

to be honest i don't give a damn
and i don't really want to
if not for..

and omg where's my bizlaw draft!

:(

i only want to feel (______)

okay.
my eyes are blurry again.

and you never fail to piss me off everytime i see you -_-
stop doing that. you're not significant at all.
if i didn't see you, i don't want to.
nb.

and i think i might as well kill myself.

okay i am talking rubbish

and looking back at old photos
is the best example of a love/hate relationship.

carrie underwood - starts with goodbye

i was sitting on my doorstep
i hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand
but i knew i had to do it
and he wouldn't understand

so hard to see myself without him
i felt a piece of my heart break
but when you're standing at a crossroad
there's a choice you gotta make

i guess it's gonna have to hurt
i guess i'm gonna have to cry
and let of some things i love to get to the other side
i guess it's gonna break me down
like falling when you try to fly
it's sad but sometimes
moving on with the rest of your life
starts with goodbye

i know there's a blue horizon
somewhere up ahead just waiting for me
getting there means leaving things behind
sometimes life's so bittersweet

i guess it's gonna have to hurt
i guess i'm gonna have to cry
and let of some things i love to get to the other side
i guess it's gonna break me down
like falling when you try to fly
it's sad but sometimes
moving on with the rest of your life
starts with goodbye

time, time heals
the wounds that you feel
somehow, right now

i guess it's gonna have to hurt
i guess i'm gonna have to cry
and let of some things i love to get to the other side
i guess it's gonna break me down
like falling when you try to fly
it's sad but sometimes
moving on with the rest of your life
starts with goodbye

i guess i'm gonna have to cry
and let of some things i love to get to the other side
(start to wave goodbye)
like falling when you try to fly
it's sad but sometimes
moving on with the rest of your life
starts with goodbye
nanana

goodnight world.

i'm still alive!

OMG I FOUND MY PDL

INSIDE ONE OF MY POST-IT BOOKLETS!

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i amuse myself all the time.

:D

don't let them change your story
don't let them change your thought
don't let the gurus and philosophers lead you on

omg i am home so early!!
zzz no one at home.
means i can have maggi mee for dinner yay!!!!!!!!

i got lunch/dinner dates pending with so many people

laiguang, astri, joycie, june.

i got so busy or not?
let's hurry before time slips away!

okay sorry it's my time slipping away. heh.

omg i wanna see my astri

OMG I CAN WORK AND I CAN PUT IT ON MY BLOG!!!!!

nightlife, here i come!

everything will be fine. will be fine.

omg until now also haven't ask her.
shit lah and she never call back.

and i'm already home???

omgomgomgomg.
but i think i can persuade her.
i hope i can.

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schoolwork's been a bitch
but i'm glad this tough week's almost over.

next week, here i come

yellowcard - shadows and regrets.
jamie scott & the town - when will i see your face again

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no lyrics lah. it's too cold.
and i didn't realise march 10 had passed.

which means one year ago, it was today.
or tomorrow?
i don't know. it was foggy.

i didn't know when everything started,
can't remember, and don't think it actually had a time.
but i know it started with you
and when it ended, the whole world probably fell on me.

sometimes thinking back puts on a smile
can't imagine how i survived everything before you came.

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omg superproductive wednesday
became ultrasuperunproductive wednesday.
omg.
and tmr is 3 tutorials day.

i am so screwed.

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clothes maketh the man?
environment, history and scars make the lady

run and tell that!

tell the whole world plan to wake up early fail
but nvm! (:

it really makes me wonder why it wasn't me,
instead of you.

shall sleep early and get up early tomorrow.

please.
don't you love the sound of a productive wednesday? (:

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sunshine's my favourite word.
sunshine....

ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

why got midterm test.
help shit lah.

okay i am dead.
i shall fail okay.

OMG.

hey jude hmm hmm
don't be afraid hmm hmm

BERRER BERRER BERRER BERRER BERRER BERRER!!
NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA

remember, to rerrer into your heart
then you can star hmm hmmm to make it BERRERRR!!!

tired,
unmotivated,
cleaned out.
puzzled,
lost,
drained.

the gears have stopped.
brenda is dead.
wait for me to come back to life.

maybe i'm fighting too hard.
maybe the world isn't about myself at all.
and i've probably never said anything with more sense.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

why do students have to study
awfeioawkjg92q38tuqiweafl

be strong
i know you are
i know you will
you know that too right?

take care.

FAIL.

home connection fail.
cannot even watch webcast properly.

huat liao.

SINGAPORE: The GCE 'A' Level examination results are out.

87.5 percent or 11,418 of 13,053 students who sat for the exams last year obtained at least three H2 passes and a pass in General Paper (GP) or Knowledge and Inquiry (KI).

90.1 percent got at least two H2 and two H1 passes, including GP or KI.

The A-level curriculum was revised in 2006, with the first cohort of candidates taking their exams in 2007.

Under the revised curriculum, school candidates are required to offer at least three Higher 2 (H2) and 1 Higher 1 (H1) content-based subjects, of which at least one must be a contrasting subject; General Paper (GP) or Knowledge and Inquiry (KI); Project Work (PW); and a Mother Tongue Language, except for those who had obtained D7 or better in the Higher Mother Tongue Language at O-level, who are exempted from taking this examination.

The revised A-level curriculum is not directly comparable with the previous A-level curriculum, given the extensive changes to the curriculum structure.

However, as a rough gauge of overall performance, the percentage of students who obtained passes in at least three H2 subjects and a pass in GP/KI in the 2007 GCE A-level exams was similar to the proportion who obtained passes in at least three A-level subjects and GP in 2006.

The 2007 figures did not include the results of candidates from Millennia Institute (MI). This is because the first cohort of MI students taking the GCE A-level exams under the revised curriculum will only do so later this year.

- CNA/ir

i am such a cynical bitch.
lmao.

and i am fucking screwed.
i really want it bad.
what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time..
when i tried..so hard.

HAHA

i talk too much.

but at least now i talk and study at the same time (:
if only they would progress at the same pace.

FAIL = 1035 words in 30 min, and no sleep at all.

i am getting boring.
i only know how to type stuff in msn nicks,
and transfer them here.

FAIL = fail to sleep.
and blogging and fbing??
i shall get up now and do tutorials.

just let me complain,
this week.
let me start to let go of myself,
and forgive my past.

(and i know no matter what i say
my words are still mere excuses.
they're only providing consolation for me,
they only help me pretend that i'm not wrong)

lost that momentum :\

it's made of rainbows, dreams, and a sad mix of reality.
it's easier to think of life as that,
as compared to thinking of it as reality infused with dreams.

out of the night that covers me,
black as the pit from pole to pole,
i thank whatever gods may be
for my unconquerable soul.

in the fell clutch of circumstance
i have not winced nor cried aloud.
under the bludgeonings of chance
my head is bloody, but unbowed.

beyond this place of wrath and tears
looms but the horror of the shade,
and yet the menace of the years
finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

it matters not how strait the gate,
how charged with punishments the scroll,
i am the master of my fate:
i am the captain of my soul.

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unconquered, i am.

i just want to run away.

sunshine, where've you gone?

WHAT A BEGINNING TO THE DAY

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maybe tomorrow.