Wednesday, April 30, 2008

short hair rocks

i shall contain my joy till everyone has some! (:

and anw short hair rocks

30

mkt1003, here i come. (:

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

lousy

i guess, for what it's worth,
i didn't really work hard enough?
haha. but doesn't matter
it's all over now.

tmr. tmr. tmr.
omg.

and u know what, i sorta can't stand geoffrey -_-

announcement

i give up on 2108!

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plus: am trying to find something good out of all these,
and thankfully, bizlaw is open book.

yup. that's about it.
what?
life + mr. exams = pathetic.
HAHAHA.

love cramming!

smabb. <3.

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bumper:
her favourite song tells you more than what she ever will say.

Monday, April 28, 2008

awesomeness in disguise

secondhand serenade - your call

waiting for your call
i'm sick, call, i'm angry
call, i'm desperate for your voice
i'm listening to the song we used to sing
in the car
do you remember
butterfly, early summer
it's playing on repeat
just like when we would meet

i was born
to tell you i love you
and i am torn
to do what i have to
to make you mine
stay with me tonight

stripped and polished
i am new, i am fresh
i am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
because every breath that you will take
while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes
what's your fantasy, what’s your~
what’s your~

i was born
to tell you i love you
and i am torn
to do what i have to
to make you mine
stay with me tonight

and i'm tired of being all alone
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
and i'm tired of being all alone
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
and i'm tired of being all alone
(i know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
and i'm tired of being all alone
(i know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

i was born
to tell you i love you
and i am torn
to do what i have to
to make you mine
stay with me tonight

i was born
(i know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
to tell you i love you
and i am torn
(i know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
to do what i have to
to make you mine
stay with me tonight


i sat still for 7 and a half hours,
only moving my arms and wrists.

and i'm still not done.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

don't make me change my mind

must this happen?
why do you people like to piss me off that much anyway?

i guess everyone likes to hear my rebuttals.
wow, they must be really good.

happy 22nd!

STEVEN LIEW

since you didn't reply my sms
i presume you're either sleeping or wasted
one which is like, 100000 times more retarded than the other.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
happy life! :)

okay you know what i haven't made some birthday post in damn long
be honoured. this is like, the 7th? 8th? birthday i'm wishing you?

lmao. whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
okay you just replied. but im not letting this post go to waste (: (:


ever after

while i was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

list of things to do after exams
  1. work my ass off
  2. sort out tracks
  3. watch everything that i dled 10,000 years ago.
  4. upload long due photos (yes from birthdays)
  5. take a long break, sew it up.
if i'm more to you than i think i am, please lmk (:

Saturday, April 26, 2008

ldn

you're so fat, when you play hopscotch, you go pasir ris, tampines, ...

HAHAHAH wth.

muttons make me wanna blog.

byeeeeeeeee stats.
used to love you, now you make me sick.



xkcd.com rocks!

whatever it takessssssss

LMAO.

so much for sleeping early.

STATS YOU BITCH HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s, fee fi fo fum. i smell the blood of an englishman.

why do children's authors like to scare children so bad.
little kids, englishmen are not to have their bones ground and made into bread!
englishmen are for you to.....
i dunno. but anyway, not bread.

Friday, April 25, 2008

one two ten

note to self:
  1. sleep early tonight
  2. wake up early tmr
  3. go sch, do paper
  4. take stats test
  5. go library to finish 2108 helpsheet and revise bizlaw
  6. and fall in love with reference books. (:
  7. and don't eat too much, or you'll hiccup again in the library
  8. and curse muttons in my dreams for starting off the program with "it's the weekend!"
  9. weekend my ass.
  10. love stats love stats plsssssss

Thursday, April 24, 2008

statssssssss

omg so fast lah.
2 more days? -_-
incomprehensible.

anyway RIP.
i didn't know anything at all.
and you, bounce back soon k.
gogogo. (:

don't change.

i am becoming increasingly pissed with myself.

can my wandering mind just keep still for another 6 days?

okay here goes.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

not that far.

love,
smells like strawberries.

stay beautiful

bring back, bring back, oh bring back my bonnie to me.

the renovations upstairs are killing me.
i am actually screaming to songs now. and i can't even hear myself.

i should move my whole room out right nowww.
:(

i want to shop for pens!
maybe i shd study in white sands first.
tampines popular when are you coming back to meeeeee

sometimes things don't matter to me as much as they matter to you
and you have to accept it.

i want candy

lol so many freaking entries.

and im just here to say hi (:

and that i enjoy listening to pillowfight (:
a little quieter than muttons, but nice nonetheless

yes i'm still awake.
gg chelsea. WOW

i must be mad right? pls study! (:

i want to be queen again.

Facebook status: Brenda will quit coffee. Soon.

NOT.

Facebook status: Brenda will quit coffee. Soon. not sleep until she finishes 2108, helpsheets, and mkt.

ah. much better.

Brenda will play CoasterRush before she sleeps, and will take over USA!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

coldplay

clocks

confusion never stops
closing walls and ticking clocks

ticking clocks.

anw muttons the answer is bubbly
is it colbie caillat week or something.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

anyway
digg this?

http://www.flickr.com/photos/myfotopage/2424624202/

no timeeeeeeeeeee left!

brenda cannot study :(

and what is it in the minds of humans
that absorbs senseless things
just when only the sensible ones matter

more than what you hoped for

i-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t do you know what that mean?

okayyyy.
mkt is really really time-consuming grrrs.
okay please stop falling asleep
can can no problem
can can no probzzzzzzzzzzzzz

no one, no one, no one
can get in the way of what i feel for you

sing song play mahjongggggggggggggggggggggg

exams please be over quick. (:

that's me,
that's me

Monday, April 21, 2008

i am lorax, i speak for the trees

some people don't even know the significance.

life is beautiful, isn't it?
i'm enjoying and embracing who i am right now
much more than i thought i would anyway.

i've grown to accept that some people come and go
stay or leave
and i just can't be bothered anymore.

except cute mat hahahahahahaa.
wth i am mad.

hello world, i'm the girl who says
i'm the girl who does
i'm the girl who is.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

you will realise.

should i give up
or should i keep on chasing pavements


yay i got space for myself now (:
anyway, you got it all wrong.

stereophonics in fort canning 28apr.
shit.

my story starts now. just wait and see.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

no title pls

i don't mind doing things for you
but when i need to communicate with you
pls just fuck off

lower caps rock my ass off

taylor smith - teardrops on my guitar

drew looks at me, i fake a smile so he won't see
that i want and i'm needing everything that we should be
i'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
and she's got everything that i have to live without

drew talks to me, i laugh cause it's so damn funny
that i can't even see anyone when he's with me
he says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
he's the song in the car i keep singing, don't know why i do

drew walks by me, can he tell that i can't breathe?
and there he goes, so perfectly,
the kind of flawless i wish i could be
she'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
he's the song in the car i keep singing, don't know why i do

so i drive home alone, as i turn out the light
i'll put his picture down and maybe
get some sleep tonight

he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
he's the song in the car i keep singing, don't know why i do

he's the time taken up, but there's never enough
and he's all that i need to fall into..

drew looks at me, i fake a smile so he won't see.

Friday, April 18, 2008

so what if i blocked you



i've been spamming my playlist with britney.
and TRYING to study
guess i didn't try hard enough.
and i give up. my brain is simply not in my textbooks today.

why can't people all be the same anyway?
some insensitive, some oversensitive
some petty, some selfless, some selfish
it's so troublesome.
you can't just do what you want at whim
you got to consider everyone's thoughts and feelings
and their positions and takes on any issue
if you don't know them well,
you have to tread with caution,
and speak generally.
you got to take time and effort to know them
when it should be done naturally
or maybe, you didn't even need to know them in the first place.
yeah free expression, but so what?
we spend our days pondering over our conscience
whether we did something that may have offended someone.

wouldn't it be nice if the whole world just survived on offending each other.
speaking out loud would be so much easier.

britney spears - sometimes

you tell me you're in love with me
that you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
it's not that i don't want to stay
but everytime you come too close i move away

i wanna believe in everything that you say
cos it sounds so good
but if you really want me
move slow
there's things about me you just have to know

sometimes i run
sometimes i hide
sometimes i'm scared of you
but all i really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
baby all i need is time

i don't wanna be so shy, ah-ah
everytime that i'm alone i wonder why
hope that you will wait for me
you'll see that
you're the only one for me

i wanna believe in everything that you say
cos it sounds so good
but if you really want me
move slow
there's things about me you just have to know

sometimes i run
sometimes i hide
sometimes i'm scared of you
but all i really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
all i really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
baby all i need is time

just hang around and you'll see
there's nowhere i'd rather be
if you love me, trust in me
the way that i~ trust in you.

sometimes i run (sometimes)
sometimes i hide
sometimes i'm scared of you
but all i really wanna do is to hold you tight (hold you tight)
treat you right
be with you day and night (day and night)

sometimes i run (sometimes)
sometimes i hide
sometimes im scared of you
but all i really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night (day and night)
all i really want is to hold you tight
be with you day and night
[cont till end]

zomg. i love bubblegum pop!

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anyway, speaking of insensitive
i think of retarded pricks.
and useless, friendless people.
c'mon. you're over 20.
i'm sure you have friends of your own, even before you met me
please go hang out with them.
me, evil creature?
you = childish tyvm
thanks lots kthxbye

p.s i love conformist mudders

Thursday, April 17, 2008

what's your potion?

this is my antidote to misery

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buck up buck up buck up!
then you can fully concentrate on your options, and your money.

pweeeetttttieeee

it's such a joy listening to 987fm and doing stats tutorials till late (:
with both room lights on, the fan on, window open
and my disney princess plaster on my arm! (:

so pretty!

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

i look up to the sun

okay today was an entire waste of time.

but welcome to the world, josiah.
may you find more joy in it that anyone ever has, and ever will!
please open your eyes soon,
take a look at your mum, your dad.
and this loving world.

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it only hurts my eyes

causation

so laggy.

i love studying!
which is a good thing.
don't give me that look.

but copying zoe's notes = can die.

and anyway why so laggy?
cannot muttons ):

i love shopping spontaneously!
i can't decide where my money should go.

Monday, April 14, 2008

like a scene on..

hahahaha.
im happy studying (:

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mug mug mug mug.
i love new free days that gimme long weekend woots!

Sunday, April 13, 2008

zomg love.

i'm very sad cos i cannot go cos exams are so freaking near.
2009 please come soon.
by then, it'll be fully legitimate for me to go.

how could i forget?

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anw dh is starting again soon w000ts!

like building blocks

i am done with you!



it's mugggg time (:
and mat time ;)
would you be my motivation please?
i need to bumpersticker!

Saturday, April 12, 2008

goo goo dolls - better days

and you ask me what i want this year
and i try to make this kind and clear
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
cos i don't need boxes wrapped in strings
and desire and love and empty things
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

so take these words
and sing out loud
cos everyone is forgiven now
cos tonight's the night the world begins again

and it's someplace simple where we could live
and something only you can give
and that’s faith and trust and peace while we're alive
and the one poor child that saved this world
and there's 10 million more who probably could
if we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

so take these words
and sing out loud
cos everyone is forgiven now
cos tonight's the night the world begins again

i wish everyone was loved tonight
and somehow stop this endless fight
just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

so take these words
and sing out loud
cos everyone is forgiven now
cos tonight's the night the world begins again
cos tonight's the night the world begins again

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stripped is the best show on 987. ever.
1973 unplugged rocks!

i'd rather..

there's this guy i know from my old workplace
used to talk quite a bit, then stopped, i forgot why
recently we started talking again
and talked about having coffee one day.

and then he broke up with his girlfriend,
and apparently i was supposed to ask about it
but i forgot cos i was too busy
and when he told me, i told him im sorry for not asking

so he started talking to me quite a lot
and telling me about what he's been doing
random smses like "yay paintballl!" "no training cos of rain :("
actually i hardly ever reply his smses because they're all retarded
and i know if we start a conversation it won't last anyway
yesterday he smsed me two times, first asking me what i'm doing over the weekend
and secondly if i wanted to catch a movie.
i didn't reply cos i genuinely was busy
and cleanly forgot.
and then he comes onto msn and says
"hey, thanks for replying :/"

wth?

and now i remember why i stopped talking to him "a while back"
because he got too sticky and irritating.

why don't all these people get their own life?
if my life doesn't revolve around myself,
neither should yours.

get new friends, dickhead.

the sun won't set

my ipod,
my soulmate.

i got lots of things to say
but shall wait till another day.
simply too tired now.

may 1st, when are you coming?
the time passes very slowly on keppel bay
it feels like 4 hours between 6 and 8.
my countdown timer tells me 18 days to the end of sem.

gogogo.

you will get through this. (:

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does 2008 have a money-fall-from-sky day?

Thursday, April 10, 2008

ever ever after

it's so weird.

and your theory?
so true.

desire lights up, burns and rages.
unfantasy is the only cold ocean

and why not?

i can feel it i can feel it
can you?

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anyway just ignore me
i am just being retarded

you never find some things once you lose them.
that was what the term "for good" was coined for.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

down this road

i must be the most retarded person alive.

i only want one more chance.
please?

should've checked u shithead.
and anyway now you gotta cook up another excuse.

i bet you guys hate me now HA. HA. HA.
but i still love you all (:

one little two little three little ;)

hahahahahahahaha so funny

i must be crazy.

wednesday's here.

are you still?

anyway get well soon.
u and your stupid high fever.
after exams ok. (:

Monday, April 07, 2008

iw.

nananananannanaaaaah.

pack pack pack.
haven't used this word in ages.
PROCRASTINATION

too _____ for my own good.

Sunday, April 06, 2008

beyond perfection.

i love bumper stickers!
lmao.

the real trouble with reality is that there is no background music.

omg so fast 2 more weeks only!?

Saturday, April 05, 2008

i know you had to go away

this is the lifetime we will live
this is the way you keep me breathing
down this street, down this road
this is how my heart keeps beating

i used to believe that i was born to entertain those that mean something to me
and perhaps to patronize those that meant a little less.
but now i simply don't have the energy to entertain, much less patronize anyone at all.

but i get energized everytime i think of my 4 day long exam term.
and what i'm gonna do to make up for everything i've lost.

:D

you're my little teapot

suffocating.

leave me empty and left to wonder
i need you


shall we dance?

Thursday, April 03, 2008

filing, printing, in-tray, out-tray

tralalalala.

it's time for scheduling!
will do it tmr tmr tmr (:

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

because we have to search

youtube keeps me happy.
keeps the sowwow away (sorry couldn't help)

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give me better reason to defend you.