阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

can't live with it, without it, around it or away from it.

DND in 6 hours! Gala de Estrella, SUPERSTAR.
hahahaha.
FUN!

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looking at flux photos makes me regret not bringing camera!
zzzzzzzzzzz.
huat ah!

sometimes music has negative effects.
http://paper-vulture.blogspot.com/2007/01/mcfly-too-close-for-comfort.html
i hope you understand.
be strong and you'll walk right through it.
it's gonna be one helluva ride.
so please keep your faith.

SAVE ME
I WANT MAC

argh.
hateeeeeee it

after a very long and pretty eventful day
my hopes of having my life go back to normal seem shattered

haha. sickening is the word.

never felt this un-focused before.
i really find it hard to connect two situations.

my personal self and my working side are two different entities.
& i don't know if that's good or bad.

i don't know what you want.

and i'm not feeling very happy either.
hahahah.

this sucks.
save me.

bring me back to the past.
please

i feel like...

1. getting rid of you, once and for all. you're getting in the way of everything ):
2. eating cake. and kfc. and tons of ice cream.
3. giving up.
   

i spent the whole of today thinking
thinking what i could do to be productive.

when i reached home,
i tore my wardrobe apart and placed it all back in
so now it's super neat except for one section.

i packed half of my table, so i'd have space to do tutorials.
AH. tutorials.
i have 4 tmr!

okay which means i'm not productive at all.

haha.
i can't really say anything now.

i have much more to prove.
call me selfish, but maybe one day, you'll see why i did what i did.
i'm sorry for disrupting order, and i'm sorry for letting people down
but really, there's so much more than this.
and if you trust in me, i don't have to explain anything to you.

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i will be a thousand times better
i will see myself through.
regrets, so what? the big picture is more important.

and i don't want to argue with you about leadership anymore.
my style is different from your style, so let's just not talk about this anymore.
i'm sorry to disappoint you, and that's all i'll say.

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great day at lg's.
(:
miss the mjc days.
i'm growing too old too fast.
life's too short to really experience it.
a year after a year,
when will it all stop?

i am nearing the end of my tenure!
everything will be done in a week. imagine.

i am awaiting the new recruitment with excitement. (:

let down your hair and party, girl.
cos there's no one who can say you didn't give your soul
cos there's none other than you, who will continue to shine.

rushing to meet deadlines is fun.
flag today,
sports tmr,
IF by next week.

i love doing this, cos now i know for sure,
it's going to be the last.

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one day, i will bare my heart out
but before that,
i need to protect it.

i dunno what i'm supposed to do
not at all
not one bit.

finished nineteen minutes.

how does it feel?
been there, done that
never sounded as terrible.

because i'm not who you want me to be,
because i'm who i want myself to be

i shall mould myself upon myself for now and forever more.

who knew it'd be so hard to be concise in a room full of people you thought you knew?

maroon 5 - nothing lasts forever

it is so easy to see
dysfunction between you and me
we must free up these tired souls
before the sadness kills us both

i tried and tried to let you know
i love you but i'm letting go
it may not last but i don't know
just don't know

if you don't know
then you can't care
and you show up
but you're not there
but i'm waiting
and you want to
still afraid that i will desert you

everyday
with every worthless word we get more far away
the distance between us makes it so hard to stay
but nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
it hurts but it may be the only way

a bed that's warm with memories
can heal us temporarily
the misbehaving only makes
the ditch between us so damn deep

built a wall around my heart
i’ll never let it fall apart
but strangely i wish secretly
it would fall down while i'm asleep

if you don't know
then you can't care
and you show up
but you're not there
but i'm waiting
and you want to
still afraid that i will desert you, babe

everyday
with every worthless word we get more far away
the distance between us makes it so hard to stay
but nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
it hurts but it may be the only way

though we have not hit the ground
it doesn't mean we're not still falling,
oh i want so bad to pick you up
but you're still too reluctant to accept my help
what a shame, i hope you find somewhere to place the blame
but until then the fact remains

everyday
with every worthless word we get more far away
the distance between us makes it so hard to stay
nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
it hurts but it may be the only way

everyday
with every worthless word we get more far away
the distance between us makes it so hard to stay
but nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
it hurts but it may be the only way

simply put,
yes.

and i wish it wasn't this way.

i'm year 2!

and i will mug damn hard.
i will pia until you don't recognize me anymore

i may be bruised and battered,
but i'm much more than tattered and torn.

you ripped me into shreds
shreds that would take lifetimes to piece together again

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meant to be drafted.
but anyway i hate you.

love casey!
school's tmr.
school's in
brenda's apprehensive omgwtf.

screw you.

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anyway i've got tons of stuff to do.

1. pack room
2. print notes
3. pack wardrobe (sudden influx of sci fac tees)
4. pack bag for tmr
5. kill someone.

yes. i will find back my momentum

sophomore.

really very mixed.
cannot make it.

some stuff i need to say.

we may have lost what meant the most to other faculties,
but we have what they would die for.
our spirit,
it's so amazing.

it's so amazing how passion just creates itself
and i'm blessed to be blue.
your sea of any colour,
will get pwned by our sea of blue.

together we stand strong, and we'll bounce back.
i'll be back. just you wait and see.

58, 88, been there, done that.

mixed feelings. very mixed.
but anyway it's over,
and yeah. we rocked. (:

a little effort, a big difference

be proud.

espion espion here we go
5, 6, 7, 8
we will we will crush you flat like gingerbread
and never let you stand. bang!

school's starting!

need to shop for files, stationery, paper.
especially paper!?
what use is a printer without any paper
exhausted my paper for flag.

i need some new music.

shall blog about sow during some empty timeslot.
if possible.

flagday 2008.
05august2008.
if you're donating, please support me!
yellow armbands.
cos for once, yellow is THE colour.
and tag if you did! (:

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sometimes i think i hear you call
right from my bedroom wall

i'm not supposed to be here.
you know that?

i will survive tonight