Monday, February 26, 2007
we'll see
Thursday, February 22, 2007
some pages turned
some bridges burned
that day (3rd day of lunar new year = tuesday)
i was visiting at my aunt's place
and we heard an accident
as in we heard the brakes and a girl scream
then it was oddly quiet.
tried to see what happened but was blocked by adjacent buildings
and when i turned around
marbles suddenly jumped off the tv
(marbles is a cat)
okay marbles isn't the point
but the whole heard-an-accident thing is very disturbing.
i'm starting to be more and more afraid.
i keep picturing you and me,
same me, different you.
same you, different me.
but they were lessons learned.
i was visiting at my aunt's place
and we heard an accident
as in we heard the brakes and a girl scream
then it was oddly quiet.
tried to see what happened but was blocked by adjacent buildings
and when i turned around
marbles suddenly jumped off the tv
(marbles is a cat)
okay marbles isn't the point
but the whole heard-an-accident thing is very disturbing.
i'm starting to be more and more afraid.
i keep picturing you and me,
same me, different you.
same you, different me.
but they were lessons learned.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
jjepk(:(:
my eyes are so tired ):
work's been fine
totally lucky to be off on monday hahahaha.
and off today!
my eyes are so tired ):
cute :)
work's been fine
totally lucky to be off on monday hahahaha.
and off today!
my eyes are so tired ):
cute :)
Monday, February 19, 2007
in and out, blue and yellow.
happy new year! :D
feeling very awful
about how i have to change the way i'm doing things
to accommodate no one at all
about how i have to be unhappy
just so that you won't be unhappy
heck, you're not even happy.
well the new year kicks in and the old one's out
i'm hoping the new one's good :)
shouldn't be wanted if it isn't.
i'll be there for you
the way you wanted me to be
if you're not wanting me around
i'll be gone too
sometimes when i look into the distance
all i see is just nothing at all
when i want to walk on by
the ground dissolves under me
i'm wanting yet dreading
everyone's pretending
you're all wanting something
and i don't like the sound of that.
at all.
your name's a symbol of strength
if you think you're strong enough
go ahead
please don't hurt yourself to please nobody.
i get irritated when someone does something for no point at all.
and that includes me.
happy new year again (:
feeling very awful
about how i have to change the way i'm doing things
to accommodate no one at all
about how i have to be unhappy
just so that you won't be unhappy
heck, you're not even happy.
well the new year kicks in and the old one's out
i'm hoping the new one's good :)
shouldn't be wanted if it isn't.
i'll be there for you
the way you wanted me to be
if you're not wanting me around
i'll be gone too
sometimes when i look into the distance
all i see is just nothing at all
when i want to walk on by
the ground dissolves under me
i'm wanting yet dreading
everyone's pretending
you're all wanting something
and i don't like the sound of that.
at all.
your name's a symbol of strength
if you think you're strong enough
go ahead
please don't hurt yourself to please nobody.
i get irritated when someone does something for no point at all.
and that includes me.
happy new year again (:
Friday, February 16, 2007
sweet young thing
go ahead and show me
what you can really do (:
i'm tired today.
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
what you can really do (:
i'm tired today.
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
how to spend your valentine's
10 lousy things for the strong and unattached to do on valentine's day
p.s this post isn't supposed to be funny, it's supposed to be full of shit.
so tell me if it's funny, and don't bother if it's not (:
i am bored, and i woke up waaaaay too early.
first ladies' night at the cannery!
free entry to MOS!
free entry + 5 free drinks at the clinic!
free bottle of vladivar vodka for first 300 ladies entering barfly in groups of more than 4!
1-for-1 at fashionbar and kandibar for all ladies!
drop by plsssssssssss.
5 free drinks OMG OMG OMG.
FUN LA!!!! :D
at least it won't be a boring wednesday (:
what a smart way to save money for guys. ;)
and i don't know about the rest but fbar has some vday promotions
taittinger at only 99 a btl if i'm not wrong.
GOGOGOGO(:
hope to see you there ;)
happy valentine's day! (:
may the loved be loved forever
and the unloved know that they're actually not.
- sleep
- wake up
- watch tv
- eat
- use the computer
- listen to emo songs
- blog about stupid things
- shower
- go to work
- go home
- sleep
- wake up
- eat
- pack room
- shower
- go shopping (preferably alone with an ipod overloaded with reggae, rock and techno)
- buy a lot of things
- eat a whole couple meal by yourself
- go look for friends working and get discounts
- go home and watch tv
- sleep
- wake up
- scream good morning into your grandma's ear while she's preparing breakfast
- jump on your bed and spoil as many springs as you can, preferably more than half
- take whatever is on your table and shelves and throw them onto your spoilt mattress.
- take a good clean shower
- go out all dressed up
- pretend to be on a date with an invisible boyfriend
- eat 2 couple meals by yourself, 1 really for yourself, 1 for invisible boyfriend
- bring your invisible boyfriend home.
- sleep
- wake up
- take a quick shower
- go to botanical gardens dressed in a large green overcoat
- stuff as many roses as you can into the coat without thorning yourself
- can injure yourself if you're feeling masochistic
- take a cab down to orchard road (no time to waste)
- dress up like a pretty young girl and buy a basket
- sell your roses
- treat me to dinner.
p.s this post isn't supposed to be funny, it's supposed to be full of shit.
so tell me if it's funny, and don't bother if it's not (:
i am bored, and i woke up waaaaay too early.
first ladies' night at the cannery!
free entry to MOS!
free entry + 5 free drinks at the clinic!
free bottle of vladivar vodka for first 300 ladies entering barfly in groups of more than 4!
1-for-1 at fashionbar and kandibar for all ladies!
drop by plsssssssssss.
5 free drinks OMG OMG OMG.
FUN LA!!!! :D
at least it won't be a boring wednesday (:
what a smart way to save money for guys. ;)
and i don't know about the rest but fbar has some vday promotions
taittinger at only 99 a btl if i'm not wrong.
GOGOGOGO(:
hope to see you there ;)
happy valentine's day! (:
may the loved be loved forever
and the unloved know that they're actually not.
facing what?
some stuff are going on in my head
not sure what exactly.
i just don't feel myself anymore.
don't stop searching
it's not over
hold on
it isn't gonna change your life (:
just wasted
not sure what exactly.
i just don't feel myself anymore.
don't stop searching
it's not over
hold on
it isn't gonna change your life (:
just wasted
Sunday, February 11, 2007
oh mandy won't you listen to what i've gotta say
nabeh today i look through the newspaper job vacancies section for fun
maybe to see if they placed ads looking for staff
then i saw so many places hiring at boat quay
all the pay about 8 - 12 bucks / hr la!
i totally feel tempted.
HEH.
wtfwtfwtf.
it's time to group you in THAT category.
i'm crying for you and you don't even know it
happy birthday thomas :)
maybe to see if they placed ads looking for staff
then i saw so many places hiring at boat quay
all the pay about 8 - 12 bucks / hr la!
i totally feel tempted.
HEH.
wtfwtfwtf.
it's time to group you in THAT category.
i'm crying for you and you don't even know it
happy birthday thomas :)
Saturday, February 10, 2007
sweetiepie
it's really sad to see how things have evolved this way
i may seem like i don't really care
but i do.
one by one.
it's bothering me
it really is ):
ohwell.
and having to do opening again later doesn't make it any better.
all of you are being nice but that makes me feel like a BITCH :) :) :) :)
i may seem like i don't really care
but i do.
one by one.
it's bothering me
it really is ):
ohwell.
and having to do opening again later doesn't make it any better.
all of you are being nice but that makes me feel like a BITCH :) :) :) :)
Friday, February 09, 2007
i don't know what i'm talking about
what a dreadful dream!
that look. OMG.
yawns.
i'm grateful for you being there when i need you most (:
tralalala start at 8 start at 8!!!
:) greaaaaaaaaaaaaat fun ;)
that look. OMG.
yawns.
i'm grateful for you being there when i need you most (:
tralalala start at 8 start at 8!!!
:) greaaaaaaaaaaaaat fun ;)
Thursday, February 08, 2007
you won't be there and it's not a question
you're expecting waaaaay too much from me.
or from us, rather.
is everyday supposed to revolve around you?
all these years,
what we've learnt is to compromise
hasn't it?
don't worry i'm not talking about anyone any of you know.
oh going back to work today
it's thursday :s
sometimes the unreasonable requests you even DARE to make
make my blood boil
boiling enough to cook metal.
back to work back to work.
i really need to wash my hair (: (: (:
or from us, rather.
is everyday supposed to revolve around you?
all these years,
what we've learnt is to compromise
hasn't it?
don't worry i'm not talking about anyone any of you know.
oh going back to work today
it's thursday :s
sometimes the unreasonable requests you even DARE to make
make my blood boil
boiling enough to cook metal.
back to work back to work.
i really need to wash my hair (: (: (:
dreaming of elephants
so tired alr.
think i should be giving the spain match a miss.
haha.
shui jiao shui jiao yawnssss
think i should be giving the spain match a miss.
haha.
shui jiao shui jiao yawnssss
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
make my day
fuck.
from now on i'm locking my computer every time i walk away.
some things aren't meant to be seen
whether i wrote them or not
it still bothers me though it wasn't about me.
off day off to sgh.
think i'll drop by chinatown today
but sheemie haven't reply me
and ahma! i like the cry on my shoulder song (:
esp the 2 verses
was it the song you asked me if i heard before?
from now on i'm locking my computer every time i walk away.
some things aren't meant to be seen
whether i wrote them or not
it still bothers me though it wasn't about me.
off day off to sgh.
think i'll drop by chinatown today
but sheemie haven't reply me
and ahma! i like the cry on my shoulder song (:
esp the 2 verses
was it the song you asked me if i heard before?
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
so dear yet so far
just to let you guys know i'll be changing my blog add soon cos i don't feel secure anymore.
i don't want certain people to read what i'm saying
i'll let you guys know the new add once i change it
and if you don't get it,
you get the idea okay. :)
i don't even dare to say anything anymore.
so what's the point right.
:D
anyone wanna contribute blog add ideas? hahaha.
i really enjoy listening to my playlist
old as the songs may be. :)
:) :) :) :) :) :) :)
nb i don't really wanna change my blog add la.
time for agongthegm.
i don't want certain people to read what i'm saying
i'll let you guys know the new add once i change it
and if you don't get it,
you get the idea okay. :)
i don't even dare to say anything anymore.
so what's the point right.
:D
anyone wanna contribute blog add ideas? hahaha.
i really enjoy listening to my playlist
old as the songs may be. :)
:) :) :) :) :) :) :)
nb i don't really wanna change my blog add la.
time for agongthegm.
what the hell do you want?
fun fun fun (:
all these people are starting to freak me out.
all these people are starting to freak me out.
Monday, February 05, 2007
i'm just a little unwell
omg im so tired so tired so tired
doing opening for 3 days straight isn't a great feeling at all.
but in a way, i asked for it
and i'm not exactly not happy too (:
it feels wonderful to be back there with them again.
but somehow i don't seem to be able to take on responsibilities slammed on to me
i'll try though.
tralala
doing opening for 3 days straight isn't a great feeling at all.
but in a way, i asked for it
and i'm not exactly not happy too (:
it feels wonderful to be back there with them again.
but somehow i don't seem to be able to take on responsibilities slammed on to me
i'll try though.
tralala
Saturday, February 03, 2007
world just keeps getting stranger
OMG so tired laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :|
nothing else i want to say alr la
yawn
don't even know what i'm doing online.
don't even know what i'm doing.
and somehow you feel different
don't dare to talk to you in the same way anymore
edit:
just now ahma totally freaked me out la
she said there were rumours that THE results coming out before new year
on fri 16 feb to be exact, a week after the o's results.
http://www.nus.edu.sg/oam/apply/cata/
if this can be trusted,
scroll right to the end of the page.
Admission exercise for AY2007-2008 will open three working days after the release of 2006 Singapore-Cambridge GCE ‘A’ Level results in March 2007.
better be able to be trusted ah.
nothing else i want to say alr la
yawn
don't even know what i'm doing online.
don't even know what i'm doing.
and somehow you feel different
don't dare to talk to you in the same way anymore
edit:
just now ahma totally freaked me out la
she said there were rumours that THE results coming out before new year
on fri 16 feb to be exact, a week after the o's results.
http://www.nus.edu.sg/oam/apply/cata/
if this can be trusted,
scroll right to the end of the page.
Admission exercise for AY2007-2008 will open three working days after the release of 2006 Singapore-Cambridge GCE ‘A’ Level results in March 2007.
better be able to be trusted ah.
Friday, February 02, 2007
where are they?
first day back went fine
just took quite a while to get used to it.
but somehow something's missing.
oh well.
i think i know what it is. hahaha.
and some people have changed
for the better though (:
more people quit than i expected.
sadly.
i'll miss you :)
keep your promise and come back often
and some things those girls say really break my heart
just took quite a while to get used to it.
but somehow something's missing.
oh well.
i think i know what it is. hahaha.
and some people have changed
for the better though (:
more people quit than i expected.
sadly.
i'll miss you :)
keep your promise and come back often
and some things those girls say really break my heart
Thursday, February 01, 2007
just a little more
excuses i made.
this is evolving into something very very weird.
argh argh argh i'm so apprehensive.
why would it feel weird to start living the life i once lived?
it's all nonsense because.
thoughts are a little disrupted atm.
ARGH.
and you act like you'll be able to fulfil all your promises.
stop it alright, you're pissing me off.
this is evolving into something very very weird.
argh argh argh i'm so apprehensive.
why would it feel weird to start living the life i once lived?
it's all nonsense because.
thoughts are a little disrupted atm.
ARGH.
and you act like you'll be able to fulfil all your promises.
stop it alright, you're pissing me off.
WARNING. PICSPAM
alright i've changed the template so i could upload 640x480 pictures (:
and these are the photos from the past few days
say wow!
monday 290107 w cla and kim (:
hen kai xin!
tuesday 300107 w astri and ahma (:
nicole richie!
erm, nicole richie.
fhalkghlahg nv pull my shirt properly
no riding what?
300107 at the clinic w astri
310107 w ahma and laiguang and a little ryan (:
small med large? ahma me lai ;)
very happy ahma
emo!
even more emo!
hurhur
some gay poses
passport photo
RELAX! don't be so emo ;)
HAHAHA
boot-, erm, kisser?
yup! that's a lot of photos omfg.
hahahaha.
my manymany clothes will have to come later i guess heh.
something needs to be done with that 一条头发
the 一条头发 that is forever falling over my face.
hohohohoho.
this is fun.
and these are the photos from the past few days
say wow!
monday 290107 w cla and kim (:
hen kai xin!
tuesday 300107 w astri and ahma (:
nicole richie!
erm, nicole richie.
fhalkghlahg nv pull my shirt properly
no riding what?
300107 at the clinic w astri
310107 w ahma and laiguang and a little ryan (:
small med large? ahma me lai ;)
very happy ahma
emo!
even more emo!
hurhur
some gay poses
passport photo
RELAX! don't be so emo ;)
HAHAHA
boot-, erm, kisser?
yup! that's a lot of photos omfg.
hahahaha.
my manymany clothes will have to come later i guess heh.
something needs to be done with that 一条头发
the 一条头发 that is forever falling over my face.
hohohohoho.
this is fun.
