阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

happy new year! :D

feeling very awful
about how i have to change the way i'm doing things
to accommodate no one at all
about how i have to be unhappy
just so that you won't be unhappy
heck, you're not even happy.

well the new year kicks in and the old one's out
i'm hoping the new one's good :)
shouldn't be wanted if it isn't.

i'll be there for you
the way you wanted me to be
if you're not wanting me around
i'll be gone too

sometimes when i look into the distance
all i see is just nothing at all
when i want to walk on by
the ground dissolves under me

i'm wanting yet dreading
everyone's pretending
you're all wanting something
and i don't like the sound of that.
at all.

your name's a symbol of strength
if you think you're strong enough
go ahead

please don't hurt yourself to please nobody.

i get irritated when someone does something for no point at all.
and that includes me.

happy new year again (: