阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

suddenly i feel so lost
it's like only know that ive really started to appreciate the loss of my blog.
not appreciate as in celebrate
appreciate as in, when it really gets to me.
just a sudden realisation?

i don't know if what i'm doing now is proper
nothing seems to be going right.
i screwed up my block test
and probably everything.

i dont know how to run my life anymore man.

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i really miss my old blog.
:(
it's like 3 years of me all gone
including my super old locked blog
i had 2 blogs on diary-x
one started in 2003, the other at the end of 2003.

i'm trying to recall my past
but now
even those very brief moments shared with you are lost.

i feel myself dying
poor orangeluv.
i would give u a proper burial if i could

me = orangeluv
orangeluv = me

who cares about that corny username anymore.
darn, i was sec3 can.

to a certain someone i dont really care about but really pisses me off:
with ur attitude, you think u can run for house comm?
even if you DO get in,
i wont give u a good time, stupid bitch.
u bloody shithead i've had enough of you.

orangeluv orangeluv orangeluv
i really feel like im in mourning right now.
i guess hulu and joseph feel the same way as me.

1200 entries all gone.
shitheads.

1200 pages of history all gone.
i swear dx daobi cos of an overload of entries.

dx rocks lar
i'll never be able to find my past like the past again.

screwed
TOTALLY SCREWED

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seems like it's happening to everyone else too.
dont know what to say man :
i should just learn to shut up about my own stuff.