阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

who am i to even think that my life could be perfect?

i did something i havent done in a long time today.
and i pretty much regret it.
one look was enough to kill

and i feel wowed all over again.

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im really trying hard to switch back to be hardworking again.
but im drained out from everything else that's happening.

I HATE SCHOOL
and kill me if im the only one.

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on a lighter note,
sch's been a little more enjoyable with so much snacks in btwn lessons.
shall bring more food to sch alr.

IM SO GLAD TMR'S A LATE DAY
i could die if it wasnt.
okay maybe not.

my mum's shortchanging me of 50 bucks.
but its okay, im still surviving.
and it isnt that difficult anw.

im having trouble taking the next step.
im having trouble moving on
im having trouble finding my future
i'd hate to admit it
but yes, i still miss you.

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I CANT SEE MYSELF IN UNI OHNO DIE TIME
all the wishes i made
all the aspirations and all the dreams

they dont seem to be forming shape at all.

and to be honest.
i'm really worried about post-jc life. :(