Monday, July 02, 2007
where are the signs
it's depressing you know.
when people who don't deserve some things as much as you do
get everything they want and more
but you don't
and you just have to accidentally stumble upon what they said
and know exactly what they're talking about
and think about things you promised yourself
when people you knew for barely a year
and were hardly on good terms with
know you better than someone you lived with your whole life
when people you tried to avoid turn out to be your best friends.
and when people who are your best friends
turn out to be the type of people you tried to avoid before.
dude, you were right.
i should have listened to you more often.
some old friends i had
though even for a short while.
promised to keep in contact but never did
and i know i expect too much from people.
when people who don't deserve some things as much as you do
get everything they want and more
but you don't
and you just have to accidentally stumble upon what they said
and know exactly what they're talking about
and think about things you promised yourself
when people you knew for barely a year
and were hardly on good terms with
know you better than someone you lived with your whole life
when people you tried to avoid turn out to be your best friends.
and when people who are your best friends
turn out to be the type of people you tried to avoid before.
dude, you were right.
i should have listened to you more often.
some old friends i had
though even for a short while.
promised to keep in contact but never did
and i know i expect too much from people.