阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

technically school is work right
since when you're in school
and people ask you what's your occupation
you beam and say i'm a student.

the only difference perhaps is that you don't earn money from school
but if i wanna bring in FNA1002X,
you're sort of earning money for the future.
but anyway forget it.

but how come during work it feels like such a vacation
once you're off work or not working
you wanna go out and play

but when you're in school it's so different
once you have free time you just wanna retreat into your room
and free time isn't exactly free too
there's always work to do.

i know vacation jobs aren't exactly everyone's definition of work
1-2k a month isn't exactly gonna put you through life
but it's so much less taxing on the mind and body.
i can't believe i thought work was tiring.

it's wrong to look for fun in everything you do
other things are more important too.
school's important, and school's fun at times too.

but when it gets too melodramatic and waaaay too monotonous,
i start to want to just work in f&b/service for 2k for the rest of my life.

but that's not practical.

i'll get through this,
4 years is all it takes.

but will what i'm doing at the end of it all
even be close to what i really want?

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anyone agree?

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p.s. haven't really blogged in ages. 've been just crapping

hur.