阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

i'm feeling..
tired, undriven, and very very uncertain.
and very unhappy as well.

don't get me wrong,
the new year rocks.

but maybe just not for me.

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but it's definitely been great catching up with family as an adult
talking about kids and marriage and my 21st birthday
and showing all of them what happiness should be like.

old, grumpy, discontent mothers and aunties and new grandfathers have issues
josiah is a one-piece wonder that dissolves all of them.

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i miss her but i'm glad she's not here.