阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

there are just so many things out there
waiting for me to reach out to em
but perhaps,
and most probably
the things that i really want have already walked on by
and they're too far in the past now.

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catching up on school work.
i need to get something to put on my wall
im probably the only one who doesnt have a schedule.

but who cares about schedules anyway
i probably wont stick
and only get frustrated with myself.

and my schedule HAS gotta include tv.

and long 81 journeys
and long 81 waiting times.

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i know you want to hear me speak
but im afraid that if i start to
i'll never stop.

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you take away all that pleasure