阿婆the GM - paper vulture ;

like i love you.

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my interpretation

you talk about life
you talk about death
and everything in between
like it's nothing
and the words are easy

you talk about me
and talk about you
and everything i do
like it's something
that needs repeated

i don't need an alibi
or for you to realise
the things we left unsaid
are only taking space up in our head

make it my fault win the game
point the finger, place the blame
it does me up and down
it doesn't matter now

cos i don't care if i ever talk to you again
this is not about emotion
i don't need a reason not to care what you say
or what happened in the end
this is my interpretation
and it don't don't make sense.

the first to wish to count to ten
i hold my breath and wonder when it'll happen
does it really matter
if half of what you said is true
and half of what i didn't do
could be different
would it make it better

if we forget the things we know
would we have somewhere to go
the only way is down
i can see that now

cos i don't care if i ever talk to you again
this is not about emotion
i don't need a reason not to care what you say
or what happened in the end
this is my interpretation
and it don't don't make sense.

it's really not such a sacrifice

if i ever talk to you again.
this is not about emotion
i don't need a reason not to care what you say
or what happened in the end
this is my interpretation
and it don't don't make sense.

and it don't have to make no sense to you at all
cos this is my interpretation

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in the past, when i posted lyrics on my blog
i'd bold the parts that meant the most to me
in case nobody could get what i was trying to say
in case people read the wrong meaning of the song.

now, i don't bold those parts anymore
because now i'm afraid of being judged
because now i'm afraid of being read
and because i don't want to look back and remember
what was the most painful.

maybe i've grown up
maybe i'm still trying to grow up.

i've been keeping too many secrets from everyone.
i'm not who i am and who i appear to be.

i've quit that life and i'm glad for that
but sometimes,
i really wish to go back
just to pretend to feel better. :D

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doesn't mika just rock your ass off?

AND TUTORIALS WAY WAY WAY DON'T.

having high school musical 2, heroes season 2 and csi7 all coming in at the same time
doesn't do very well for my grades HEH

i'm losing out in class participation HOHO.

okay i'm sick of school.
I AM