Monday, October 01, 2007

i want to be yours.

how are you supposed to blog on your birthday?
am i supposed to go about how did my birthday go
and how did i celebrate? hahahaha.

birthday ah.
skip lessons, :)
lessons, :(
skip lessons, :)
lessons end early, :)
lessons end early. :)

hahahahaha.

last night was truly enjoyable though :)
and the night before too :)

how'd i celebrate my birthday LOL.
im a crazy bitch around those people
and i feel so loved.
so so so so so so so loved.
by everyone.

feel so loved by the lovely alphabets (a, c, d) for planning the party
feel so loved by the guys of 304 for making it all the way down to celebrate with me
for every special birthday surprise they bring me every year
for every effort to make me happy
for every single smile you've put on my face
for every happy dream i've had of you
for being there for me whenever i need you.
for understanding me more than anyone could ever do.
for giving so much to me, when all i've done for you is nothing.

feel so loved by my mum, brother and sister.
for everything they're willing to give me
for their love for me with the whole of their heart.
for just being there and making me happy.
for putting my happiness at first place,
when all i've done is lie to you.

feel so loved by the people at clinic.
for everything we've been through together
seen the rise and fall of clinic,
seen management come and go,
seen politics and catfights.
seen batch after batch of staff turning over,
grown together, grown as one.
finally consolidating what was the best team ever
but eventually having to separate again.
for our brutal honesty with each other
and the friendships we've forged together.
for making my birthday night so special and so happy
for making me the star of the night even though there should have been 5.

feel so loved by all the others too
those who wished me happy birthday :)
at least you guys remembered (:
though it's really easy to remember la but never mind.

in fact, there's one group of people that disappoint me terribly.
and anyway it doesn't feel very birthday-ish at the moment..
so..
hahahaha.
thanks to everyone anyway! :)

photos of last night soon please!!

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how much did you ever love me
and how much will you ever do?
would you even think about me the way i think of you
could you even bring yourself to think about me?
the more i know the answers, the less i'm able to take it.

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anyway since i've changed my blog add,
it's more or less private among those ppl who have the links.
try not to give the link to people who you don't think i'd like to read
hur. <3

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