Saturday, October 06, 2007
girl,
i am so fucking disappointed in you.
i'm not going to apologize this time.
in fact, i'm not going to feel anything but wronged
i am not going to be affected by the whole thing until you apologize.
and i'm not going to talk with you the way we used to talk anymore.
because you always stick with your own side of the story.
i was so angry, the blood all rushed up to my head
and i could really punch you at that moment.
and all the rest just won't let me cool down.
the more you say, the more i react, alright.
which made me discover something about myself.
i cannot take love.
and this shit from anyone.
the company, the colleagues,
the people i treat as friends.
bah.
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the last time i cried at the very same spot,
you were there to hold my hand.
which made me cry even more.
i'm not going to apologize this time.
in fact, i'm not going to feel anything but wronged
i am not going to be affected by the whole thing until you apologize.
and i'm not going to talk with you the way we used to talk anymore.
because you always stick with your own side of the story.
i was so angry, the blood all rushed up to my head
and i could really punch you at that moment.
and all the rest just won't let me cool down.
the more you say, the more i react, alright.
which made me discover something about myself.
i cannot take love.
and this shit from anyone.
the company, the colleagues,
the people i treat as friends.
bah.
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the last time i cried at the very same spot,
you were there to hold my hand.
which made me cry even more.